This girl.
Who needs to write to get some shit out? This girl.
Who can’t focus enough to write right now? This girl.
Who has some major anxiety building up? This girl.
Who has some depression that keeps trying to creep in? This girl.
Who has had many life changes over the last 1-2 years? This girl.
Who is super happy with the direction life is going, but is nervous as fucking hell? This girl.
Who is worried about fucking life up? This girl.
Who is so beyond in love with her boyfriend, his kids, obviously my kids, and “our family”? This girl.
Who is looking forward to marriage, because it’s been talked about, but has PTSD and keeps letting it creep up and making the anxiety and bad thoughts take over and start believing them? This girl.
Who just needs to go to bed? This girl.
Haha nice post. I relate to a few things here. I just have to say, you can’t fuck life up. We make mistakes, we learn and we grow, and THAT is life, you know? Most people tend to be super hard on themselves, but we’re all just trying our best, and we’re only human. Good luck with everything. Marriage with the right person is the best! Coming from a traumatized commitment phobe with probable PTSD from a loooot of crap that’s happened to me: I am really, really happily married now. 😉 *Random Noter*
@free_spirit_gal Thank you for your supportive words!
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