As a child I thought all I had to do was
- Graduate High School
- Go to college
- Meet someone
- Get Married
- Have a family
- Live happily ever after
I did all that by age of 23. It was a lot to carry and I didn’t know how to do these things that I wanted and had. Not knowing how to deal with them, I destroyed them. And blamed it on alcohol. In Alcoholics Anonymous I’ve learned that alcohol is not in fact the problem. I am not the problem. It was all me. But nothing is really up to me, because God is in charge of it all?
I’m once again in the same spot I was in 7 ago. I have done nothing.