Five years ago this site was taken down and my diary with it. All of those years of memories were gone in an instant. I was devastated. Heartbroken. My grief was so heavy that I could not bring myself to start writing again. Now the site is back online and my diary has been miraculously recovered!!! What I thought was lost forever has now returned to me. I can finally start to write again. :)

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Apologies

January 16, 2020
Today I finally apologized to Michael. Last January I was so hurt by him forgetting we had plans and took it so personally because I had such a crush on him. It was like another rejection. My head was in the clouds and all in could see was how forgettable I was rather than a…
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