Five years ago this site was taken down and my diary with it. All of those years of memories were gone in an instant. I was devastated. Heartbroken. My grief was so heavy that I could not bring myself to start writing again. Now the site is back online and my diary has been miraculously recovered!!! What I thought was lost forever has now returned to me. I can finally start to write again. :)

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Moving

January 16, 2019
My life tends to go in 4 to 5 year increments. A new chapter each time. Some sort of big change or energy shift. This time I am coming full circle and moving back close to home. This will be my fifth time moving on my own and I have gotten pretty used to it.…
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    January 14, 2019
    Today I am thirty two. It feels like just yesterday I was freaking out about turning 30. How funny it is that we don’t think about age at all when we are young. Time seemed like it would go on forever, as if there was plenty of it to get everything done. I focused more…
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  • Happy New Year
    January 1, 2019
    I work as a flight attendant and tonight I got some inspiration for my New Years resolution. As I handed beverages to a little boy and girl on my flight tonight ( siblings ) I asked them if they would like a cookie. The little boy said yes so I handed him one and the…
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    November 17, 2018
    It’s not very often that I feel lonely, but when I do, it’s usually during the last two months of the year. When the holidays are happening, Families are getting together, people are getting engaged. It’s my absolute favorite time of the year, but it is also the loneliest for me. As time has gone...
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  • Tiffany and Allen’s Wedding
    August 28, 2018
    My good friend Tiffany, who is also a flight attendant, got married today! I was a little nervous about coming to the wedding because I knew I wouldn’t know anyone there and I  had no date to bring with me. However, as soon as I started socializing I reoXed. Everyone there was very nice and…
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  • Guess what
    August 24, 2018
    Guess what I’m doing tomorrow? I am making an audition video to submit for the bachelor! My friends have been telling me to be this for a long time and I finally thought “Heck why not? It would be fun! Plus Pretty good idea of who the bachelor might be and I’m totalky down to…
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  • Never mind
    August 23, 2018
    Well it turned out that Kristi got sick and was unable to record the video for me that day. Of course I was disappointed, because it was the only free day I had this month to do it, but I couldn’t hold it against her as it wasn’t her fault. I felt bad, I honestly…
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  • My mom and I went to Italy!
    July 1, 2018
    Wow. I really thought I was gonna stay dedicated to writing in this, but I totally got sidetracked! A lot has happened! My Italy trip with my mother was amazing, but I think the next time you go to Italy it would be a lot longer because it was a little stressful trying to do…
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  • We get what we need
    May 9, 2018
    I used to focus too much on the future instead of being present. When I was young I was Impatiently waiting for when I would be old enough to drive, make my own money, move out of the house, have my own career. My mind was always full speed ahead. As I got older I…
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  • Night Terrors
    April 18, 2018
    I have been having nightmares again recently. Very odd ones too and repeating with the same theme.  At least three times I have had a dream of my family purchasing  an old cool looking huge house to renovate and at one point, while I’m high up on the third or fourth floor, the house falls…
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