Five years ago this site was taken down and my diary with it. All of those years of memories were gone in an instant. I was devastated. Heartbroken. My grief was so heavy that I could not bring myself to start writing again. Now the site is back online and my diary has been miraculously recovered!!! What I thought was lost forever has now returned to me. I can finally start to write again. :)

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normalcy to come

March 16, 2021
After being a social butterfly whos wings have been clipped for over a year, I finally have things to look forward to! I will become a elegible for the vaccine at the end of this month and when I get it, I’ll finally be able to move into my parents house! At the end of…
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