Five years ago this site was taken down and my diary with it. All of those years of memories were gone in an instant. I was devastated. Heartbroken. My grief was so heavy that I could not bring myself to start writing again. Now the site is back online and my diary has been miraculously recovered!!! What I thought was lost forever has now returned to me. I can finally start to write again. :)

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Learning

March 8, 2019
I am learning to be more aware. To not just see, but REALLY see. To not just hear, but LISTEN. To pay attention to what my GUT is telling me. Sometimes we ignore what’s right in front of us because we want something so badly, even though it isn’t actually real. We get so caught…
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  • Affirmations
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  • 32
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    January 1, 2019
    I work as a flight attendant and tonight I got some inspiration for my New Years resolution. As I handed beverages to a little boy and girl on my flight tonight ( siblings ) I asked them if they would like a cookie. The little boy said yes so I handed him one and the…
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    August 28, 2018
    My good friend Tiffany, who is also a flight attendant, got married today! I was a little nervous about coming to the wedding because I knew I wouldn’t know anyone there and I  had no date to bring with me. However, as soon as I started socializing I reoXed. Everyone there was very nice and…
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  • Guess what
    August 24, 2018
    Guess what I’m doing tomorrow? I am making an audition video to submit for the bachelor! My friends have been telling me to be this for a long time and I finally thought “Heck why not? It would be fun! Plus Pretty good idea of who the bachelor might be and I’m totalky down to…
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