Just me and my rambling thoughts. Needed somewhere I could vent into the void and maybe hear an echo back.

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Fragile

September 18, 2023
I’m feeling very fragile right now. I can’t stop crying. My mind won’t shut up. I’m scared right now. I spent the hour long break at work crying and researching ways to kill myself. I still feel the need to. I feel like no one understands how I feel or even talk to me to…
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