#crush

this is my first time writting online diaries so its feels kinda cool i dont know how to express my feelings so i think my personality makes me weird to get along with my friends, tho i have 4 other close friends when someone is my close friends, i rely on them a lot like…

I don't know how I became so lost, so troubled, so f*cked up. I'm 19 years old, and my life has been crumbling for so long but without the effort to put it back together again, I have fallen down into a rabbit hole. Depression, Anxiety, Panic disorder, eating disorder, self harm, commitment issue...

I woke this morning and hurriedly got ready for an appointment at the health pavilion twenty minutes south of where I live. My two hours of sleep was not sufficient, and I realized this after pressing ‘snooze’ at least twice and then having the typical ‘oh shit’ moment that occurs when one realiz...

    So. I'm chatting to T. She's delicious. I want her. in every aspect.