#disappointment

I wasn’t afraid when my tires caught the edge of the broken asphalt and loose gravel. I wasn’t afraid when the telephone pole drew closer almost as if in slow motion. I wasn't afraid when I realized the car wouldn’t right itself back onto the two lane road. I wasn’t afraid when the impact happene...

**strong text**Not seeing my name in a certain university in India has struck me hard. I don’t know what my life has right now apart from disappointment, heartbreak, and just pure melancholy. This year has gotten me down on my knees. Nothing is going right. Everything is being flunked in my life....

We talked to mum today, fuck goddammit. :| dammit. She Wants Whats Best For Me. capitalized for effect, her idea of best, she needs to be in control she always does and we feel like we're fighting like always to be something other than in her control, some independent person or least independent ...