Loves to make things, body modding/grinding and create new worlds but rarely ever has time to do half of what she/it wants too .

She/It also have the bad habbit of writing Emo poetry and being a general mess I appologise for this. I try not to be a human wrecking ball but sometimes I can't help myself.

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sheltered

November 8, 2019
Spent the past week in sheltered accommodation , it was actually really relaxing and quite good as a time out for everything, managed to get some of my thoughts in order. I said I'd try. try to continue. try to be better again Back home now *is overwhelmed flops in bed for the day* bleh…
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