#dreams

Well, today was rather disappointing, as I discovered that I have missed out on going to Cedar Point for the annual 2025 Coastermania. By the time I had visited the registration page today (which I have done daily for the past month as the time and date of the sale is never announced beforehand),...

As the school year is drawing to an end, I have lots of things to look forward to. Visiting family, hanging out with friends, and the lack of school work. But I also have to start practicing and working on auditions material, which brings me to this. My mother has already agreed to let me…

I've mentioned briefly that I'm an OG open diary writer I've also mentioned my desire to be an author.... I SO badly want to be a published writer. So much so that in 2002, I had a title for a novel - little did I know it would take 23 years to come to life.…

Nothing is quite as frustrating as trying to express an availability of open to close and not being able to do that. Of course, you don't intend to actually work from open to close because it would be too many hours in a day. However, you're trying to express that you are available (or will…

*Written in the AM* I just woke up from a dream. I was inside of a large home. It was mine, but it wasn't recognizable as one I'd lived in before. I was spending time with a benevolent male party during the first part of the dream. I remember having good interactions with him, but I don't…

Today was a peaceful day because I made it that way. I focused on people and doing the best I could for them instead of trying to get impressive numbers. I was much happier. If that means I'm slow, old, late, incompetent, not "as good as" some other person, etc. then oh effing well. The…

Met a really nice lady on one of the depression and anxiety groups on Facebook. It was interesting because everything I want to accomplish; she has done and she's only few years older than me. She published a book and has a YouTube channel. She's a go getter and it got me thinking what exactly&he...