#friendships

There is something about the quiet of night that is soothing and settling. Tonight, not last night obviously, but most nights. I feel a little homesick tonight. I don't even know for what. It's a weird kind of homesick feeling. For a time and for people. The friends I hung out with. The times we&...

Happy Friday! I woke up in a good mood today. I went to the gym at 5:30am, got my 15 mins of the treadmill done and attended a weight lifting class. I rushed to worked while doing my make-up in the car. As I was arriving to work, I noticed that H sent me a…

I feel alone most of the time. I feel like most people have bad intentions. I have no true friends. It feels lonely. I get no text messages or calls. If I'm ever in a time of need I don't have anyone to reach out to. I crave friendships and desire  romantic relationship but I'm…

It has been awhile since I have written.  I just didn't feel the need to write anymore... So what's new?  Well, I am over 3 years sober now.    I successfully climbed the highest mountain in Africa (Mount Kilimanjaro) in Feb of 2020.  Got home from that trip and then world went into lockdown abou...