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Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Nope. Not one to enjoy water unless its a hot tub and then thought of sitting in water that other people have....I'm good. Think about it; if you are skinny dipping (unless its your own) other people have probably taken a naked dip as well. And then if sex…

What's your favorite type of foreplay? Definitely giving oral. And teasing. I LOVE to showcase myself and be a tease; like see what you COULD have....if I let you. The power of the pussy is 100% real and if you aren't utilizing it to your advantage then why? Just why? It heightens sex for all&hel...

What's one thing you love most about your partner? For the 20 years we have been together he has always found a way to provide if we needed or I couldn't. There has NEVER been a time when he hasn't worked, sometimes 10-12 hour days just to provide. We as a couple have gone without,…

Have you ever had a threesome? Yes; a few....let me count mentally..please hold...ok I take it back; maybe not a threesome per say but couple swapping and swinger like activities-yes. I'll let your minds wander.

Since I'm just freshly back into the online blogging world, and OD itself. Let's do a semi light hearted entry where y'all get to know me a bit better...So this will be the intro of who I am. I am 41 yo. Its funny because while every year I turn another year older, I still…

Monday night is the night that our trash goes to the curb to be collected Tuesdays. Like every larger household in America, we tend to have 2-3 large cans to roll out each week. It's literally the ONE chore my children are obligated and expected to do. But, I swear if you were to ask…

I started therapy this week. After a seven year hiatus, prozac is back. Prozac and a slew of diagnosis......PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, Abandonment Issues, Eating Disorder (possibly), Panic Attacks-I swear I'm missing one, or two, or three. Hell I'm not sure. The one thing I know, is I held back t...

To contact or Not to contact My darling, I know to others you believe you are not wanted. Perhaps my wanting you enables the other woman. It probably does. It is the lies that are most hard to deal with. You call me out on everything and remember everything I've ever done, yet claim no…

I recently learned about attachment styles and their effect of relationships. Nothing in life has ever made more sense. I'm avoidantly attached through and through. I'm a cliche of child abuse and neglect who has grown up to have trust issues, be averse to conflict, and never ever ask for help fo...

Four years It has been four whole years of loneliness for me. Not being treated as a partner, regardless of how much attention I bring to the issue as it grew and grew. I warned about the consequences the neglect would build to tried to fix and address the issues- it fell on deaf ears,…