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Lonely is a complicated word. You could be absolutely surrounded by people at work, or at home and still feel so disconnected. And that's how I felt. I felt disconnected from my husband. I decided if we couldn't connect on a healthy level then I'm going to find someone to connect with. I was very...

The story I will be sharing is one filled with shame and regret. It's also a story of love and sacrifice. This is my story, a tale of events that have transpired woefully, in and out of my favor for the last 3 years. Summer of 2019. I was accepted into a nursing program. Well,…

A good tree produces good fruit, and a bad tree produces bad fruit. 7 days away from the 17th and I will no longer be legally married. I have not been married in my heart ever really. I have always been a wife but never really had a husband. That is my perspective anyway. A…

I have seen many therapist over the past few years. Did you know you can fall in love with your therapist? I must’ve been absent the day they taught that in college. I had to learn that one on my own. That’s what happens when you are not paying attention. Shit just happens. Don’t avoid…

I have seen many therapist, they all agreed I am not crazy. They can diagnose things like that. Aren’t you are a charmer. I got fired from marriage therapy, the therapist offered to work with me alone. I guess I just wasn’t ready to forgive her yet. Anything is possible here in la la land.…

My Wedding Song, I picked it. I make good choices sometimes. It is a little County a little Rock & Roll. A little Tennessee and a little Honey will mess your brain up lol. It mean something so different to me today, my taste have grown and matured. Someone needs to extradite him back to…

It would feel that way when you are just mirroring things back to me. I really am just talking to me. Still sounds better coming from you. The ruminating really hurts my brain. I hope it goes away soon. You really like to push buttons lol. I was talking to that ex of mine one…

An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels.  Proverbs 31:10 I have been doing a lot of growing over the past few years, painful but necessary, really being pushed outside my comfort zone.  I have always had a creative side and like expanding that. I have always wanted to...

What I thought was going to be my biggest trauma, has turned out it was my biggest blessing. And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.   Romans 8:28 It was the night before Thanksgiving 2016, I was sitting in the&he...

I'm so depressed lately and I don't even know why. I used to write on here, but I stopped when my husband found my account. It's been several years now & I...just need an outlet. I can't talk to anyone in my family. They just blow me off, make it seem like I'm seeking attention.…