#meth

Hello Everyone,             Well for starters I would like to take a brief moment and introduce myself!  My name is Patsy, I turned 37 years old yesterday (8/29/1984) woot woot Virgo! I have been at war within myself and battling my own demons on top of soul wrenching, body crippling,…

I can remember not that long ago when I was fine.  I mean, yea, sleeping it off the next four, five, even six to seven days was something we both participated in.  But my wife is not an addict.  See, when I was addicted to pain pills, it was different.  I took them differently, needed them more,&...

I feel: ready panicked overwhelmed trapped craved like a mofo love for my wife and aglow with knowing she is wanting this so much so ready to smoke a joint lol angry pissy benevolent METH please give me omg ready set go

I went to rehab on Jan 29th. I came  back yesterday, and the thing is, while I do feel changed and I learned a lot... I came home to my very gorgeous lonely wife, and my waiting meth.  It was my idea, in the damn rehab center, to get it.  And since we are so weak even…

So, hi.  Again.  So I'm brain damaged from Multiple Sclerosis (mainly cognitive which pisses me off and makes me appreciate my mobility at the same time dammit lol) and also probably from doing meth pretty consistently (like, the longest we went without was 21 days) for the last three years.  Hi,...