#narcissisticmother

After three years, I am losing attraction to him due to his consistent collection of more and more women to satisfy his sexual addictions and needs. I am not a competitive woman and would rather sit and wait on a special someone who zeros in on me, what he wants, not a conceited show-off who…

Where do I begin? I think the waves are starting to settle a little bit. I think I'm finally entering into acceptance for a lot of things. For the last several years there's been all these inner versions of me that have been crying out for help in different ways. They've always been there, but&he...

This week has been incredibly hard. I thought I had the flu. I was throwing up all night a few nights ago. Then I slept for 20 hours straight. I've been pouring sweat for days. But I think it's something more. I think something strange is going on with my body. I haven't been able…

Okay, so I don't know anything about inner child work. I hear about it constantly. But from what little I understand, there's more than just "the inner child" but it's actually inner children, aka different versions of yourself from your development that had different needs. I'm very excited to u...

Last night something really dark settled in my body and mind. My mother is a child abuser. I've realized over the years that her behavior was abusive and incredibly damaging. I know that makes her an abuser, but my programming was still protecting her. I still wanted to believe it wasn't that bad...

Dear Sadie, I have to write this letter to my diary because you're not speaking to me right now. I love you so much. I wish that you would let me love you, but over the years it seems like the harder I try the farther away it pushes you. It's been clear to me…