#sobriety

Up and out with the sunrise this morning as it reflects across the morning dew. It is another peaceful morning as I walked my first four thousand steps. There are no other walkers this morning. I suppose they are just arising from their slumber and preparing to also get out and enjoy this wonderf...

01/01/2023 Guilt, Guilty.... That feeling has became a consistent feeling.. one I have lived with for a long time and one that I will have to continue to live with because of ME. I need t0 remember its okay..  baby steps..  and most importantly  I need to remember the number ONE! One SECOND, One ...

So I've decided to come on this site and begin to be able to express myself more and to open up and become vulnerable. This is something that I feel that I need to do in order to get better, See I suffer from the disease of addiction, and I'm trying once again not to…

It has been awhile since I have written.  I just didn't feel the need to write anymore... So what's new?  Well, I am over 3 years sober now.    I successfully climbed the highest mountain in Africa (Mount Kilimanjaro) in Feb of 2020.  Got home from that trip and then world went into lockdown abou...

I feel: ready panicked overwhelmed trapped craved like a mofo love for my wife and aglow with knowing she is wanting this so much so ready to smoke a joint lol angry pissy benevolent METH please give me omg ready set go