#whatamidoing

I am sick and tired of these anxious feelings that take over and control my body on an almost daily basis. The vertigo, nausea, my body feeling heavy, ears ringing, aches and pains through my body, heart feeling like its racing, vision blurring, and the need to curl up into a ball and cry, but&he...

Something I did realize this week is that I really don’t give a shit about job, and haven’t in a really long time. I’m not fulfilled by it, it doesn’t challenge me or anything like that. I just don’t care. I remember a line from one of my favorite movies, “it’s not that I’m lazy,…