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This All Sucks

June 21, 2021
I’m battling a depressive episode currently. I managed to recognize it based on how I was reacting to things that really don’t matter like driving, work emails, etc but I didn’t catch it in enough time to avoid it completely, unfortunately. I feel trapped. Trapped in my obligations, trapped in my...
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