Loneliness
I know what I do and what’s wrong with me, but it doesn’t help to curb the feelings. I catastrophy. I have no idea how to spell that, but I see the worst in everything.
There seemed like there used to be a time where people would come up to me to talk or women would flirt, now it feels like I’m avoided no matter what my mood may be. Yes, I understand the concept of being happy to attract happy and all the hippie dippie stuff. I doesn’t work for me. I’ve become all that I never wanted to be. I’ve become the man I always said I hope I wouldn’t be.
It’s easy to see the worst in things, especially when you feel low anyway. It takes more energy and thought to try to find the good in things and situations. I get that.
I think not getting flirted with comes with age, seriously. I use to get flirted with a lot but now most of the time I just feel invisible.
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No one flirts with me anymore. I think when we get to a certain age, it just doesn’t happen anymore.
@strawberryjelly I’d be all over you if I was there…LOL
@newt316 you know it’s an interesting dynamic, the older I get, the more I don’t want to be flirted with…not that anyone ever really flirted or tried to pick me up anyway. As I age, I’m ok with that? Maybe I’m getting more comfortable in my own skin…
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