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• Ain’t my problem.

  February 14, 2023

  He ain't my problem now. After months of reflecting and going back and forth about how I truly feel about my ex, I have come to a conclusion, although not as solid yet as I would want it to be, that he is someone else's problem now. After watching countless videos on attachment styles, mental&hel...

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• I am okay… or at least I will be.

  February 12, 2023

  I am okay... or at least I will be. Repeat 100x. No, I will  not lie to myself that I am already okay. But today, I have decided that I will be okay. Maybe not today, not tomorrow, not the week after this, but I will be okay. To those who are going through silent…

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• Mentally exhausted

  February 2, 2023

  I am already at a point where I feel nothing but tiredness. There are days when I feel kind of okay but mostly unhappy and unsatisfied. It's like nothing excites me anymore. I am just tired. Tired of life, tired of feeling empty. Just. Tired.

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• Musings

  February 1, 2023

  These last 4 months have been extremely tough on my heart and mental state. I have been suffering from cognitive dissonance. To those of you who don't know what cognitive dissonance means, it is basically having two thoughts that contradict each other and makes it difficult for you to come to a c...

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