my thoughts are as volatile as alcohol
and so is my existence
the day I go under there wont even be
a ripple on the pond to remind you of me

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Autum

October 7, 2022
it hurts i have such a desperate longing for you to be happy as the seasons are changing the autumn leaves turn yellow and bright orange once more and i can't help but feel a strong desolation whilst we are drifting apart
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