Recent Entries

• Colour revolution

  June 5, 2020

  I had the red pill. Did not turn out to well for me, had a lot of side effects. After a second opinion I switched to blue. Now, I feel much better. It is the ultimate battle between emotion and reason. But it turns out blue trumps red, always! I take the blue pill now,…

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• Its 10pm

  May 23, 2020

  I usually send you an email when the first leave buts blossom. This year I dont think I did, did I? I did thought of you though, because I know by myself how I always wait for the first green leaves every year, and how it reminds me of you. The leaves on the tall trees in the…

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• I want to know you

  May 16, 2020

  take me along hold me tight make me believe I know you want me to follow me, carry me on your wings lets find the child inside calling on us leave behind pretence and hate, find truth follow me because I know you want me too take my hand stay close I look for you…

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• Reoccurring dreams

  April 24, 2020

  I had thoughts I wanted to put in writing but unfortunately it never crystallised,  not sure if it ever will. It is like that reoccurring dream you realised only much later it was, just a dream. But now you know that you will have it again and it will feel just as real as did…

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• Oh Corona

  April 10, 2020

  On the couch, enjoying the warmth of the late afternoon sun on my bare legs. I look through the window, not a single trace of a plane crossing the blue skies, what a beautiful day... How different things have been before the corona.

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• Sheeple

  March 27, 2020

  Yeah, I am sure, OD blocked most of the world. Try it yourself. Try access this site via a proxy outside of the US, see how far you get. Funny how it just so happened to coincide with the oh corona... But whatever, we live our little lives, we tell our little tales. We take…

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• In a dream she left…

  March 27, 2020

  And as your small body went limp in my arms and the light in your your eyes faded for the very last time, the only words I could utter was, thank you, thank you, thank you my sweet one...

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• goodbye

  March 13, 2020

  Been blocked, I think OD admin blocked the the rest of the world (Europe). I had to jump through a few hoops to post my last goodbye, It is such a disappointment, such a let down, to be not welcome here anymore  :-( Been here sooooo long, but finally I guess its time to say…

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• Walking through the forest

  February 21, 2020

  Will I ever forget the day walking with my mother across that pebbled beach... The game we played was collecting 3 pebbles. Only 3 pebbles, how is that a game you would ask? So, you are only allowed to have 3 pebbles at any one time, if you want to pick up a new pebble…

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