my thoughts are as volatile as alcohol
and so is my existence
the day I go under there wont even be
a ripple on the pond to remind you of me

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Hypergraphia

April 30, 2021
Regions of the brain involved in the act of writing are the superior parietal cortex and the frontal lobe, the region of the brain that plans out our movement. Can we compare that to the "seeking system", more known to animals? But they cant write, of course. We on the other hand can hardly compr...
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