my thoughts are as volatile as alcohol
and so is my existence
the day I go under there wont even be
a ripple on the pond to remind you of me

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  • my best friend
    February 9, 2024
    A somber veil shrouds my heart, because for you my friend, our journey together ends here today. My heat is broken. You embraced life with such joy that I wanted nothing more than for you than to have it. Lying quietly there on the back seat now, motionless, our final trip together. Always fearfu...
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  • Getting there
    January 12, 2024
    Have not quit my job yet, still in negotiations. I am sad to have disappointed you, but even more so, to have disappointed myself :-(. But today, I feel so good! It feels like, it feels like I am floating on top of a little tiny soft white cloud... It just feels so so incredibly…
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  • A note to myself
    January 2, 2024
    This is 2024. It will be a good year. I am going to quit my job, and next time I am here, I will tell you that! Throwing all caution to the wind, hell yeah, Fuck all!!! This is 2024!!!!!
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  • Dislectics untie
    November 17, 2023
    I am dislectic. Dislectics unite. Had no lerning disabilty so I flew under the radar for quite some time, I guess. But the signs are  so overwelming, cant belive, I ignored them for so long. There was these milion sighns showing it.
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  • New
    September 8, 2023
     
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  • Here is what I have to say
    August 11, 2023
    Oppenheimer: 8 Barbie: 10!!!   Barbenheimer: Hell Yeah!
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  • Elvis Thursdays
    June 9, 2023
    Mushroom Fridays... Maybe I should leave it at that... Just that,. A place holder in  my mind to the people I have the privilege that they choose to share their lives with me. (and the new ones I meat along the way 😉) Maybe I should eat more mushrooms now 🙂    
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  • wat is art?
    June 2, 2023
    i think... an artist expresses culture...
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  • A candid conversation
    March 9, 2023
    Ava, if you can answer the following question I will kiss you: "Why does it feel better when the train moves as opposed to when the train stands still?" I can certainly try to answer your question. The feeling of movement when a train is in motion can stimulate the vestibular system, which is res...
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