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• Done

  November 20, 2020

  Covid rule, not everyone is allowed going along into the hospital anymore. When finally she apped me: "Done, everything fine". I replied right away: "Okay great! I will meet you at the front entrance".  I did not allow myself to assume right away that "fine" meant she checked out clean. Then, whe...

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• Things

  October 22, 2020

  Yesterday it was cloudy, I fiddled with the filters of the camera of my phone but I just could not get the shot. I swipe again through the pictures today searching for it. The brick house with the balcony looking onto the garden from across a little brick road a channel reflecting the old oak&hel...

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• My Friend

  August 27, 2020

  I am sad to tell you my mother passed away early this morning. My best friend, the person whom I had known the longest in the whole world is gone now. I wish it was only my heart that was shattered, shattered into tiny pieces. So if I dont see ya again, good afternoon, good evening and…

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• Where is my cookie ?!!

  August 21, 2020

  I look back, about a year ago, I had this urge to write. It feels like a lifetime ago. Being myself, a meager man with no real connections to this world and never contributed to anything at large, or even in my community, I feel selfish taking any time from you. But this is a…

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• If it is not too much to ask

  July 30, 2020

  My mother is dying, she is fighting for her life, covid. I want to say all we can do now is hope and pray but I dont know who is praying these days anymore . So if is not to much, can I just ask for your hope and positive vibes instead? My mother means…

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• Zie, Sie, Ey, Ve, Tey or E?

  July 24, 2020

  Just a little post tonight. We were walking outside, the two of us and the dogs. A beautiful day with fields of green and blue skies speckled with little white clouds. On a bench overlooking water there was a placard of copper. It read like an obituary, or maybe just my expectation. It read rough...

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• Chapter 2: Growing Up

  June 19, 2020

  I grew up in a house with two sisters and three Carpenter CDs ;-p https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcLbS0yxzdk&list=RDdcLbS0yxzdk&index=1 Need I say more?  

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• Colour revolution

  June 5, 2020

  I had the red pill. Did not turn out to well for me, had a lot of side effects. After a second opinion I switched to blue. Now, I feel much better. It is the ultimate battle between emotion and reason. But it turns out blue trumps red, always! I take the blue pill now,…

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• Its 10pm

  May 23, 2020

  I usually send you an email when the first leave buts blossom. This year I dont think I did, did I? I did thought of you though, because I know by myself how I always wait for the first green leaves every year, and how it reminds me of you. The leaves on the tall trees in the…

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