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• Its my birthday

  May 2, 2025

  GF only back later... so i treated my self to some shrooms... am i allowed to say it in here? is this beautiful, or am i tripping? its hard for me to tell what is real and what is not...

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• When Did We Stop Asking Why?

  April 11, 2025

  As kids, we dreamed of reshaping the world, our hearts filled with questions and defiance. But somewhere along the way, we grew older, quieter. Our minds tangled in the endless loop of narratives spoon-fed to us. Now, when I ask, "Why do you believe this?" or "Where’s the evidence?" I’m met with ...

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• Useful Idiots

  March 21, 2025

  Modern pro-war propaganda is slick as hell. They don’t need posters of Uncle Sam anymore, they’ve got influencers, emotionally manipulative content, heroic narratives, and simplified good-vs-evil stories pumped straight into your dopamine feed. People swallow it whole. Suddenly, folks who couldn’...

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• Grace

  March 13, 2025

  Grace, I miss you. Are you okay? I ask this not out of habit, but from the deepest corners of my heart. Are you okay? The world feels vast without you, empty in all the wrong places. Wherever you are, whatever you’re facing, may the winds be kind, may time not forget you. Godspeed, yours…

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• How did I know it all along?

  March 7, 2025

  Sibelius bagatelles op.97 no 2   Some things so beautiful, in life... Where can I share the trip?

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• Chasing the Demon

  February 21, 2025

  One day, the song that consumed your soul suddenly feels like nothing. Like all the magic bled out of it overnight. It’s not even a gradual fade, it’s just done. And that void, that restless, itching feeling? That's what drives you to find the next one. You don’t just enjoy music, you chase it. Y...

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• This is what it all was for

  February 7, 2025

  This is what it all was for. Third door on the left, if you dare… This was ten years of my life. So hit me. Hard. Put me down on the curb. Make me need to get up again.

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• How Much Retro is Too Much?

  December 29, 2024

  How much retro is too much? For me, I crank the dial up until my eyes hurt, then turn it down a notch. That’s the sweet spot. Retro’s magic is in its excess, but the key is knowing when to stop. Just enough to make you smile. I want to be irresponsible, charge through life…

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• Finally

  November 29, 2024

  Dear <bos>, Please accept this as my formal resignation. Thank you for the opportunities. Best, <me> ... Send! It feels SOOO GOD DAMN GOOOOD, walking away. The horizon ahead is mine, and for the first time in forever, the air tastes electric again.

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