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• . frustrated .

  February 16, 2013

   I really want to talk about this but I need to go to bed. I have to get up in less than six hours for another 12 hour shift. Suffice it to say that tonight's events outline the importance of us being in the same page, my love and I. I mean, not have it…

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• . argh .

  February 11, 2013

   Money. Oh how I hate money. Having to think about it. And budget it? WTF is that? Most of my life I haven't had to really budget. The money has always been consistent in coming in, which I am overwhemingly grateful for. And it still is. My job will never go away; barring some tragic…

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• . no words .

  February 9, 2013

   I don't even know what to say. Life is kind of an amazing journey. At this point in my life, I can honestly say I would never have imagined myself here. I could have imagined my little starshine, that is maybe a possibility that glimmered brighter than the possibility of some other places I...

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• . life .

  July 16, 2010

  Interesting how life is, isn't it? Things happen when and how they're supposed to happen. There are no coincidences, only what you choose to believe as truth for yourself. The last thing, the very last sentence I wrote in this diary, almost two years ago, was this: "I had a vision yesterday ...

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• . transport .

  September 7, 2008

  So I used to be one of those people that said that they would never join any work committees or otherwise do extra work outside of my scheduled12-hour shifts every week. Of course, that's when I was married and had a husband that made enough money for us both; my 60% of full time hours were&...

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• . enlightenment .

  September 2, 2008

  So I did this thing the other day. I bought a basal thermometer. I decided to go off my birth control. I've been on hormones since I was 18. I'm now 33, the age of enlightenment, and it's time. I took out my Nuva-Ring on Sunday for the last time. I had already bought the…

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• . finally .

  February 7, 2008

  Well, I have finally done it. I have broken through, given in, and joined the land of the living. Day shift that is.I've been wanting to get on days for a while, and had applied for multiple day shift positions in my unit that I didn't get because I didn't have enough seniority.Well, finally, eve...

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• . christmassunrise .

  December 25, 2007

  Taken on my way home from work Christmas morning, approximately 7:40 AM.

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• . merrymerry .

  December 24, 2007

  2:20 AM Christmas morning. I'm at work, keeping myself awake by organizing my online photos. My patient is very stable and I only need to touch her every four hours, so I've had a lot of time tonight to organize. She has a beautiful ornament with her handprint and footprint on it, and a stocking&...

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