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  • Her… part 3
    March 3, 2024
    We’re officially together. It’s makes me so so happy. But at the same time, I thought I wouldn’t feel so normal about it? ///// one thing tho, she makes me so nervous. Like, I can’t bring myself to talk about anything with her. Not in a bad way or anything since I feel so safe…
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  • The girl I used to be
    February 27, 2024
    This girl who taught herself English in 2nd grade because she hated not understanding her English teacher. This girl who taught herself how to do a front handspring because she saw a girl doing it and thought it was cool. This girl who kept trying and trying gymnastics moves until she got them no...
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  • Wait…
    February 27, 2024
    Wait… this girl is Lowkey starting to piss me off. She hasn’t done anything particularly but she gets on my nerves for real
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  • What is happening to me
    February 27, 2024
    A few hours ago I was feeling so sad. Now, I feel excited and motivated. I guess doing something nice for myself really pays off —————— while feeling bad about myself, I decided to go look at electric guitars. And the vendor helped my try them and I loved it. Then I went to the…
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  • Lacking character
    February 27, 2024
    What’s the point of always looking good if  there isn’t any substance to me? Judgement, decision making, emotional regulation, social skills, confidence. All areas that would give me a stable character if developed. They’d seem to be underdeveloped in me. Now, what can I do about that ? I need to...
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  • Her(part 2)
    February 27, 2024
    I talked to her today. Gosh she is so beautiful… I almost feel like a musty little rat in comparison.
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  • Her…
    February 26, 2024
    Her voice, her smile, her sense of humour… oh god I love her.
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  • Life is the people
    February 26, 2024
    I am convinced that life is the people. If not then I fail to see what it could be
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