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Life isn’t geared toward single people.

June 20, 2019
I'm stuck in a pretty terrible rut. Today particularly I'm feeling very discouraged and down because I am being constantly reminded of how broke I am and how I can't afford to live a regular life. Currently I live in a townhouse with my friend who is pregnant. We share the rent and utilities and&...
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