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• Been Told No My Whole Life… That Has Changed

  January 28, 2021

  All my life, I have always listened to people on how I should be living my life.  My parents, friends, lovers, etc...  10 Years ago, I said enough is enough.  I was in a horrific abusive marriage when I was in my younger 20's.  I was just done with my schooling at the Technical College,…

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• Why Do I Hang On?

  January 23, 2021

  This Morning was a hurtful morning...  I have done so much to prepare for school for my criminal justice degree, I want to be a officer, I want to help my community, I want to serve and protect my community, I want to have excellent health benefits for my family, I want an amazing retirement…

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• Been a While

  January 11, 2021

  Its been a while since I had written on here!  Just been busy!  I decided to change my lifestyle a little bit for the better.  I'm taking it one step at a time because when I do it all at once, I get overwhelmed and I quit. First thing:  Save Money....  I am no longer buying…

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• New Year, New Start!

  January 2, 2021

  I haven't posted anything for a while, but I have been a busy girl!  Christmas was fun (except my Husband was having a pity party), kids got spoiled, I got a few nice things when I didn't even ask for it.  Went to Nebraska to visit Family, and was also invited over to my Dad's…

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• Just Chillin’

  December 22, 2020

  Day off, tons of things to do!  Yesterday I was off, and I got the final Christmas shopping done for the kids.  It took me all day, basically finding final things for my oldest daughter.  She's 15 and it's hard to find things for a 15 year old.  Today is pick up the house and…

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• Things are looking up

  December 17, 2020

  Yes, things are finally looking up.  I am excited to say my Marriage is better.  I do not have the urge to leave anymore.  My Husband and I have had our series of ups and downs.  I left him once, and I came back because I know our four year old loves her Dad and…

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• I hate the School System here!!!!

  November 19, 2020

  Yesterday, My oldest daughter called me just bawling her eyes out!  I just got done doing a house cleaning (my cleaning business that I own and work part time).  She said her Dad received a Truancy Letter in the mail due to her attendance.  I'm like "what the hell is goin on?"  I didn't receive&h...

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• Feeling like poop…

  November 16, 2020

  I called into work today... I'm not feeling so well... Pretty sure it's not the "rona"...  I just have cold chills, no fever, cough, runny nose and I'm just drained.  I work so hard, so much, all the time, two jobs and being a Mom...  I'm exhausted and I think it finally all caught up…

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• Tired of Living in Filth

  November 15, 2020

  I've been busy the past two days.  Well, yesterday I was off, and I deep cleaned the bedroom, the back bedroom bathroom, and removed cobwebs, dusted base boards, hand washed floors, vacuumed, washed all the bedding, washed all the dirty clothes, cleaned out from underneath the beds, went through ...

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