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• He Said… But I am….

  October 22, 2020

  He Said I was Dumb He said I was nothing with out him He said I couldn't make it on my own He said I am unable to function with out him He said I am a piece of shit He said I cannot do anything I want He said I am a whore He…

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• He’s Amazing

  October 22, 2020

  Here I am, just sitting here this morning, drinking my coffee, planning my day, spending time with my Daughter.  We ate breakfast, we read stories, and we played with her toy spider.  We played soccer, and we also played with the dogs.  My Husband is back from out of town for work, and arrived la...

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• Verbal Abuse is Abuse

  October 18, 2020

  Verbal Abuse is not okay.  It's not okay to call someone stupid, fat, ugly, selfish, a cunt, dumb, a hussy, a fluesey, etc...  It's just not right.  Those are the words my husband had called me on a daily basis. I would cry because my feelings have been hurt so bad, and he would tell…

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• I’m Not Perfect…

  October 16, 2020

  Being Perfect...  What does that mean?  Does that mean I get up every morning to make my family breakfast, and have the house clean, my kids have straight A's, my hair is flawless, and I drive a car with out scratches, dents, or hail damage?  Or is Perfect when you are happy 100% of the time? &he...

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• Life is so Hard

  October 16, 2020

  I have fallen into this deep depression that is hard to get out of.  My life is literally falling apart.  The only thing that is keeping me going is my two girls.  My Husband and I aren't getting along at all.  In fact, I told him I wanted a divorce a few times, and he…

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