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Latest Entry

Holy Cheeseballs…I’m back…

April 8, 2020
I'm...uh...I'm going to start again. It's been a long, horrible, draining ride. I think it's absolutely poignant that I am picking up where I left off. Updates will come. But as for my last entries? It only took another 8 years, but I left the most emotionally abusive relationship I never saw com...
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Recent Entries

  • Alive
    April 23, 2011
    Just referring to my previous entry - no long entry at this point, but yes, we're as ok as we can be right now. My emotions are gone, he's being himself but a bit worse, and everything seems horrible. But it will sort itself out. My mind knows this, the rest of me will have…
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  • I can’t do this.
    April 22, 2011
    Not with him being like this to us. I gave birth to Ben just last Monday. Not quite two weeks ago. I was discharged the next afternoon. That evening, my husband lashed out at me. Not ABOUT me, but about other things....anything. That time it was my family, regarding our son's funeral. He hurt me,...
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  • I am NOT okay!
    April 20, 2011
    To be quite honest, I forget about this diary, mostly because I stay on Facebook. Needless to say, I always seem to come back to vent. As the title states, I AM NOT OKAY! If you ask me, this is what I want to tell you. I want to tell you exactly how I feel,…
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  • Sorry it’s blurry, but….
    January 20, 2011
    I have no digital camera right now. You'll have to live with a camera shot lol EDIT: DOH! Phone cam shot ROFL (if you squinted real hard and noticed the 12w1d at the top, that's by my lmp, which - as we all know - is not accurate due to my PCOS. If i hadn't…
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  • *drumroll* annnnnnnd we have a…..
    January 17, 2011
    Ok I've been avoiding writing, I went back to OB-land last week and my doc reminded me exactly why I hate mainstream medicine. Never mind the fact that I've always been active in my health, and for the record - I'm sure he wasn't TRYING to sound callous, just to the point - but DAMN.…
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  • Weeee! and a “wtf?”
    January 6, 2011
    I ended up calling the office myself yesterday to check on my lab results. I was in a panic, slightly. lol They told me the results were back but they were on my OB's desk and he hadn't had a chance to look at them yet. She told me it would probably be tomorrow (today…
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  • Does anyone still use this place?
    January 5, 2011
    I keep wondering how all my old OD friends and reads are doing, so I've changed my name back to what it was years ago. I don't know what I think that will accomplish but...just humor me LOL Is there someplace else they've migrated to? I can't believe I've had this diary 10 years and…
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  • Damn RIGHT the flooding was worse than reported…
    May 3, 2010
    Amidst all of the news about the oil spill, I decided (for the umpteenth time since this weekend) to google some news or images about the floods that hit most of Tennessee (and Kentucky...and Georgia...etc) this weekend. Surprise. Still not as many. No one I've talked to out of state even knew ab...
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  • Cute. But an odd sort of cute.
    January 21, 2010
    Meh the past couple weeks have been HAAARD on me. I have to stay awake until I pick Joe up from school or I'll oversleep (this happened yesterday - I was 30 minutes late and only woke up because they called :/ CRAP). Then I end up letting him in here on my computer while…
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