Walking through this life, picking my Self up when I stumble, learning and growing each time. Sharing this path with others, sometimes holding hands for awhile, then saying good bye as we choose different ways. Always remembering by writing a map of my journey.

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Full moon in …

December 12, 2019
… Sagittarius the day before my birthday … what a great way to announce the ending as well as the beginning of something:)  Last year, the full "Power" moon was on my birthday, perhaps a foretelling of what my year would be, and wouldn't you know it, the last card I pulled a month ago…
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  • One of the hardest …
    December 11, 2019
    … things for me to do is Not get involved in other people's moods, even if I am involved to a certain degree.  Referring to John and Dan who have both admitted they're depressed … now I totally get it that it's not all about me, but it's difficult not to connect withdrawing from sex…
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  • Chris and Nikki …
    December 9, 2019
    … had their first child yesterday and he is a miracle.  He was born with a broken arm and wasn't breathing for about five minutes, so even though he's a big boy at over 8 lbs, he will be kept in ICU for two weeks for special care.  When Chris sent me a picture of…
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  • It was a much …
    December 8, 2019
    ... needed reprieve from life yesterday.  Kaity and I had planned weeks ago to bake cookies and the day couldn’t have turned out better:) Dozens and dozens and dozens of sugar cookies, three Christmas movies, and two regular movies.  How does it get any better than that?  Well, a sleepover of cou...
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  • It was the staff …
    December 7, 2019
    … Christmas party last night. John had asked if he could crash on my couch if he drank too much, and I said 'sure!' I should have said no, but I didn't … he said the couch and I was okay with that, but then after I said 'sure', I wondered if I had yet…
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  • There is …
    December 6, 2019
    … nothing right now.  Not emptiness.  A blank canvas perhaps.  Standing at a fork in the road, and the moment before deciding which road to take.  I am breathing in … and the moment before … I am breathing out.  Peace, I suppose.  CUSP - Clarity Understanding Strength and Peace I'm just rolling w...
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  • My sweet little …
    December 4, 2019
    … granddaughter turned four on Monday.  I forgot how wonderful that age is.  She told me that when God wakes up he says "feeling fine like turkey time" ahahahahaha omg, I just about peed my pants when she said that!!  There wasn't a family birthday party this year which was a bit strange, and it&...
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  • He’s blocked and …
    December 3, 2019
    … deleted from everywhere I can think of, including shared documents.  When I received his email of apology back in late September, I was happy to have my friend back.  At first, it seemed like he was trying harder to look at his shit and figure it out and make changes, but as the weeks…
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  • Saying no …
    November 25, 2019
    … is more about saying yes to something else … I really like the message it conveys and changing a negative no to a positive yes. Over the past several months I have taken a very hard look at the woman I see in the mirror, her behaviours, her thoughts and feelings, her reactions and…
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  • We spent the …
    November 24, 2019
    … afternoon getting almost nothing accomplished.  That's what you get with expectations, and I'm not sure if my mom will ever totally understand that about expectations.  She wants things done her way, and while she's open for discussion ahead of time, once the plan is in place there is little to...
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