Walking through this life, picking my Self up when I stumble, learning and growing each time. Sharing this path with others, sometimes holding hands for awhile, then saying good bye as we choose different ways. Always remembering by writing a map of my journey.

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Rather than climb …

February 1, 2019
... the mountain in front of me, because that’s just downright exhausting, I’m going to charter a helicopter, and maybe there will be a handsome pilot who will take me away, put me on a pedestal, and paint my toenails ... hahahahah how’s that for a daydream?? or hell, why not a storyline??? hmmmm...
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  • It’s been awhile …
    January 30, 2019
    … since I’ve sat long enough to capture what’s been going on in my life.  Christmas has come and gone, and for the first time since the shit with Dad happened in 2007, it was actually really good.  My kids were all with their respective other’s families, and I was totally okay with spending Chris...
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  • Life is progressing …
    December 4, 2018
    ... along favourably.  I continue to stay busy with many and varied outside activities, but my body is telling me to slow down and rest.  I’m not a ‘do nothing’ kinda gal though, and my body knows that, and knows that it thrives on my adventures.  I am so very fortunate that my health is…
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  • It always amazes me how …
    November 9, 2018
    ... my emotional landscape changes from one day to the next, and the silly things that affect it.  I went to see Bohemian Rhapsody last night with John.  Overall it was an okay movie.  The acting seemed abit forced and awkward, and I couldn’t appreciate the camerawork, but the last 30 - 45 mins o...
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  • I talked to Russell for the …
    November 8, 2018
    ... first time since he left in mid-August ... twice in fact.  The first conversation was pretty okay.  Even though he has told me on messenger already, he filled me in with what’s been going on in his life over the past few months, apologizing two or three times that he was making it all…
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  • It is a good day, and I expect …
    November 3, 2018
    ... good things to happen.  I started saying this to my Self several years ago, and while I may not say it every single day, it’s how I live my life ... Expecting good things to happen.  Thing is, when they Do happen, I am overcome with kind of a sadness ... like “why me?…
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  • I left off with yesterday, which …
    November 2, 2018
    ... was the first session of EMDR.  I was a bit nervous for sure, but it was a curious nervous ... sort of like poking a snake ... that unknown of whether the snake will move once you poke it.  Going in without any expectations is almost impossible, and every time I caught my Self…
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  • I knew the day would …
    November 1, 2018
    ... eventually come around and had plenty of time to google what EMDR, Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing, is all about.  I chose not to, other than the very basic meaning.  “Statistics show ...... blah blah blah” wasn’t what I wanted to find out.  I’m not part of the statistics at thi...
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  • It is an interesting time …
    October 26, 2018
    in my life right now, and things are happening.  The energy of ‘movement’ is dancing all around me, even in my dreams.  That’s the best description I can give.  It feels like I am on the edge of something Big happening, and it might not be some singular event.  It might just be several smaller&he...
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  • It feels like so much longer …
    October 22, 2018
    than 45 days or so since my last entry.  Highlights are needed at this point in order to catch up ... Vancouver was amazing ... time spent with Danitra and her family unit will be stamped into my heart; Abigael was a real trooper and put in days with hours in a stroller, or walking,…
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