Saturday 6/4/22

8:00am I had a good night. Aides elevated my legs last night and that helped with the pain. I had a couple incontinence episodes but she came in to change me periodically. I slept in good with no weird dreams or nightmares. I got up early around 5:30 this morning. I slept in my wheelchair until breakfast. I had a sweet roll, scrambled eggs, hot coffee and oj. The day I s starting out of in a good fashion.

I do not know if I did a good thing or not. I signed out of my B&N account I do not know if I can get back in because their web page is not accepting my password. I would like to delete the account and uninstall the Nook app. I wii start rebuilding my library  Amazon. I’m so mad with B&N I want nothing nothing more to do with them or their products.

I talked briefly with Chocolatechip after breakfast. For some reason she didn’t have much to say. She said she was listening to some old Catholic hymns on You Tube. She also said she would like to go to Mass and would take the c ab when she has the money. I asked if anyone bothered her last night. She said it has been awhile since there were any inconveniences. Chocolatechip  then said she wanted to st art her housework and will y’all me later.

Oh, I finally settled myself down and was able to read. I read part of the NYT last night. I read five vsix articles before getting sleepy.  I read until around eleventhen I got the aides to put me to bed. I think I went right to sleep.

Well, that is about it for now. Going to try to re ad the paper and haye a good day.

11:33am I’m having a lackluster morning. I tried to read the paper but couldn’t get into it. I just sat in my wheelchair feeling sorry for myself. I soon got very depressed. I cheered myself up by buying books. I ended up buying the four volume Years of Lyndon Johnson. I also bought an NIV study Bible. I said I wasn’t going to get anymore books but I just couldn’t help myself. Books have always been my drug of chocolate choice.

I had Mean Bitch who changed me. She wasn’t too bad this morning She just did her job. But she always has to say something smart. This time she said I needed to shave my face, not us you. I don’t know. She just rubs me the wrong way for some reason. Maybe she didn’t mean anything but this comment. She is right. I do need to shave. But it was how she said it that rubbed me the wrong way. I thought she implied I was neglecting myself.

I talked to Chocolatechip. I always feel better talking to her. She was telling me that she heard WV is going to give out a stimulus check. The guy who said this is supposed to know his business. She asked what I was going to do with my money.  She said it would be nice if you got a small TV. I said I’d probably buy more books. She said a TV should give me something to do besides think about books. I said I would rather read than watch TV? I don’t think it will happen but Ii won’t turn down any free money?

Chocolatechip cheered me up a bit. Then I called Capitol One. I wanted to go ibd out how much money I had left. I still had enough for rent and then some. This swad when I bought those books. What the heck I thought. What is the big deal so long as I pay !y rent.

It is twelve noon almond time for lunch. I’m not too hungry. But I could use it a cup of hot coffee I hope lunch perks me up so I can read the papet.