LEAVE ME ALONE!

For some reason, being asked for my rent REALLY annoys me. It makes me feel like the person asking thinks I’m not gonna pay or that I’m trying to get out of something.

It bothers me.

So Eddie called me and said he’d be aroudn today to pick it up.

That’s fine, but I think I’ll ask him for another arrangement to be made. I like getting the rent check done ASAP when I can, so I’d rather just have him with a locked mail box or slip it under the door of the room that is "his"… or SOMETHING… cuz I don’t want to have to be bothered every month. It just bugs me.

I don’t even want to see him and act like I care tonight when I get home. I hope he doesn’t expect me to hold a conversation. I want to pass him the check, say have a nice day, and LEAVE. damn it.

I also need to give him a screw driver that he left.

Good riddance. don’t bug me. I’m grouchy!

ha.

He also asked for 100 dollars more for the bullshit that Jimmy pulled about needing a professional to come clean. I really wish I had taken pictures of how I did. It was fucking spotless and BETTER than when I got there. He can kiss my ass.

Whatever.

These arrangements are never good. I’m very… private and I really just DON’T want people in my business. I like paying my rent and being left alone. I don’t want to have to see my landlord. It just bothers me.

I don’t know why. I’m sorta crazy like that. So I’m all tensed out and angsty over it right now.

I’m a total loon I guess.

Meanwhile, I called the boys during lunch and my step mom said they were doing really great… and teh star of the day? My little whiney jacob! I guess he was working really hard to help with the horses and even did push ups and sit ups (I don’t know why… ha ha) and has been really cooperative and cool. Jonathon… not so much. but I was shocked.

Maybe the countryside will be good for my little heathenbot 5000 – Super Whine Edition.

I guess I’ll go work.

I thought writing would make me feel less agitated about the rent situation. But it hasn’t.

ugh.