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I've been feeling compelled to write for a long while now. I'm starting a new diary in an effort to make a fresh start in /most/ aspects of my life. There's been a lot of changes recently but I think I'll start with day by day things. Today is my double shift in memory care.…

Song: Trespassers William / Untitled            Mood: 😏         Week of pregnancy: 11, day 1   I am so happy to be back on open diary. Last time I was logging on was when I was about 18! I am 25 now and my life is definitely different. I deal…

Day off from my job , doctors for my girl she’s struggling and my gp is brilliant . He sees her two weekly atm until he can work out if this is anxiety caused by grief or whether we have other issues, I suspect both and have done before any deaths. Ive 10 orders to…

I finally decided to stop procrastinating and log on and now I just don't feel like writing... All of the things I wanted to say I don't feel in the mood to say anymore but, I haven't been on here since before Christmas so here goes... Christmas went alright, we just mostly did snack stuff instea...

I recently wrote about grief, and the last few months have slowly brought me to a life of extreme anxiety and depression. I spent months, up all night after work wondering if I was going to die out of no where, what I would do if I lost someone else, and basically swimming in my…

Growing up with a sister as an addict! My sister is an addict, there is no nice way to put it.  Older by 2 years I should look up to her, she should have my back.. shit our kids should be playing together I shouldn't have her kids more then her! I have bartered Begged and pleaded for her to…

It's one of those days where you just want to complain about everything. Every article you read is garbage, every thread and comment section is loaded with idiot bombs and moron missiles. War,poverty,inequality,racism,shootings,bombings,mass violence, dumbed down nations, apathetic leaders, greed...

Things are finally back to normal again after 3 weeks of my husband's grandma living with us. Yesterday we brought her to the assisted living home and it was really nice and a little weird. Today is kind of weird too but starting to feel more normal again, I have a million and one things to…

Wow, Open Diary. Hello old friend. It's been 8 years ... 8 years. It's a lifetime in terms of changes to my world. 8 years ago, I was 28 with no kids. Today, I'm 36 with 4 children. My wife and I are in our 12th year of marriage. Oh, the things I didn't know…