#family

Don’t know how long my journey will last. It’s been a struggle for sure but has had its ups. I’m tempted all the time to just take chance, play Russian roulette with my life so to speak. It’s only takes me a split second to join the game. The outcome so far, I’ve been so…

I have been wanting to write an entry for a long time, I have never just really had the alone time to sit and think about what I want to write and when I do it gets too late at night and I don't want to breakout my computer because it has issues and it's…

Donal called, this morning.  Donal, as you may recall, is my biological father.  He left the state before I was born and we had zero contact until I went looking for him when I was about 21.   We have had tiny bits of contact over the nearly three decades since. I suspect Donal is on…

I don’t know what I am doing in life. I will be turning my mid 30’s next year and part of me still wants to work on that associate of arts degree and the other part thinks that I will be too old when I finally graduate because I only take a couple of classes…

I haven't written in a while, I always think about it and then get busy with something else and never end up doing it... We went to Greece in June and it was AH-MAZING!!! I got to meet my family that we still have over there and they were so wonderful, so amazing, so sweet!!!…

I think that the last time I wrote about my biological father, Donal, it was to say that I think he might be autistic.  There have been significant developments in that part of my life. First, I shared my thoughts with my biological father's brother, David.  I actually met Uncle David before I me...

Well it has been 24 hours with no chest pains. And i have to admit it feels good. I do not know what is causing my chest pains and I don't like them. But I do know i need to find out. Because it is not god with having these chest pains. And until I…

Song: Trespassers William / Untitled            Mood: 😏         Week of pregnancy: 11, day 1   I am so happy to be back on open diary. Last time I was logging on was when I was about 18! I am 25 now and my life is definitely different. I deal…

Day off from my job , doctors for my girl she’s struggling and my gp is brilliant . He sees her two weekly atm until he can work out if this is anxiety caused by grief or whether we have other issues, I suspect both and have done before any deaths. Ive 10 orders to…