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6 Benefits Of Hiking With Family
Here Are The Benefits Of Hiking: Adventurous Perfect Time To Bond With Your Spouse And The Kids A Good Way To Instill Leadership In Your Kids Reduces Risk Of Cardiovascular Disease Improves Mental Health It’s Cheap More at High Stream Gear's Blog. Happy 4th of July and Cheers! Sam
Where am I?
I don't know how I became so lost, so troubled, so f*cked up. I'm 19 years old, and my life has been crumbling for so long but without the effort to put it back together again, I have fallen down into a rabbit hole. Depression, Anxiety, Panic disorder, eating disorder, self harm, commitment issue...
Copacetic. For now, at least??
G and I are getting along despite a run-in earlier. As you know G and I are... frienemies.... civil but I don't run in her crowd. I have my own group of friends that truly care for me. I don't need G. Today was in the true sense -- a lazy Saturday. Tomorrow night my…
In-laws.
I fucking loathe my in-laws. My husband and I have been married almost 14 years. I wish they would accept me for who I am. I am not some mumbling red neck who plays country music and chews dip. I’m tired of being criticized for every fucking thing I do just because I don’t fit into…
Day When My Dad Passed Away
Today. 14 years ago, I lost the only person I had tough my life. The only man that actually knows me. Was my sister birthday. The Sister that HATED that same dad. God damn I was blaming my self I did play Unprofor, and I try to put peace between the two of them. Soon…
A letter to the Woman Married to my Biological Father
About a year ago this month I found out that the man who raised me is not my actual father. My relationship with the man who raised me is non-existant. I want it that way. He is a toxic, narcissistic asshole. I found my real dad. His wife is only a few years older…
Weird feeling.
I was talking to my brother earlier. The conversation consisted of both deep topics and typical small talk. Still..somewhere during the conversation, I started having a weird feeling. My instincts were screaming at me ‘get off the phone now’. I’m not sure what he said to spark this; and I’m not s...
(Entry 15) Inspired by the Entry 14
i had a different and light topic for today but after writing the post - Truths and Empowerment - here yesterday, i feel i should talk more about the topics discussed in that: Emotional Abuse and Family Scapegoat Syndrome. Disclaimer: This post is a brief account of both the topics and is based o...
Wanting to cry
Did he really think i would make him choose? Why can't he be in all our lives? Why is he turning it yo something i refuse to budge on and why tf am i even crying over it, anymore? My AE said enough this morning and he hasn't said a word, since. So, maybe he's…