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I don't know how I became so lost, so troubled, so f*cked up. I'm 19 years old, and my life has been crumbling for so long but without the effort to put it back together again, I have fallen down into a rabbit hole. Depression, Anxiety, Panic disorder, eating disorder, self harm, commitment issue...

I fucking loathe my in-laws. My husband and I have been married almost 14 years. I wish they would accept me for who I am. I am not some mumbling red neck who plays country music and chews dip. I’m tired of being criticized for every fucking thing I do just because I don’t fit into…

Today. 14 years ago, I lost the only person I had tough my life. The only man that actually knows me. Was my sister birthday. The Sister that HATED that same dad. God damn I was blaming my self I did play Unprofor, and I try to put peace between the two of them. Soon…

About a year ago this month I found out that the man who raised me is not my actual father. My relationship with the man who raised me is non-existant. I want it that way. He is a toxic, narcissistic asshole.   I found my real dad. His wife is only a few years older…

I was talking to my brother earlier. The conversation consisted of both deep topics and typical small talk. Still..somewhere during the conversation, I started having a weird feeling. My instincts were screaming at me ‘get off the phone now’. I’m not sure what he said to spark this; and I’m not s...

i had a different and light topic for today but after writing the post - Truths and Empowerment - here yesterday, i feel i should talk more about the topics discussed in that: Emotional Abuse and Family Scapegoat Syndrome. Disclaimer: This post is a brief account of both the topics and is based o...

Did he really think i would make him choose? Why can't he be in all our lives? Why is he turning it yo something i refuse to budge on and why tf am i even crying over it, anymore? My AE said enough this morning and he hasn't said a word, since. So, maybe he's…

In the last-to-the-last entry, we talked on 3 things parents should NOT say to their teenager. Today, we are talking the opposite. Why? Because i have a teenage kid and living with a teenager has its perks and un-perks. So, let's begin. i see you. Say YES more often. You are doing amazing!  ...

You are wrong. It's in your head. It's not what you think. Let's begin talking. You are wrong. Which basically means, as a parent/caregiver/guardian, you are announcing yourself right. Teens are no more small children. Their tiny brains have grown bigger, just as their views and opinions on matte...