1992

9:09 pm Well, I have had a really rough time for the past few days! I don't know what's wrong, or what's bugging me, but maybe if I write about it, it will HELP. Remember Lori? (Ms. M and Mr. B were a couple, until Lori decided Ed was MOVING TOO FAST.) Ha! Well, the ...

8:25 pm Well. Life for *Amy Sue Fernald* is gonna be changing in a couple of weeks. Yes, I shit you not. In July, I'm gonna be quitting my full-time job, (I'll still be working weekends) and I'm gonna be a full-time student. Yes People! I'm going back to school. Shocking ain't it? Wow, a ful...

10:00 pm It's Saturday night, and K. and I just made love, and now I am one hurting unit. I-yi-yi! I think I discovered part of the reason that I am confused and sad - I don't have any friends! I know, I have friends at work, it's just, that no-one comes to visi...

11:06 pm Well. On Wednesday evening (the day after I called/spoke to D.H.S.) my wonderful parent called me. She was a-shaking! She ran off this whole spiel about how IF I called D.H.S., I would not be hurting her, but only hurting the kids. She begged, and she pleaded with me not to make the…

11:10 pm Well. Great news! Kevin got the loan for the trailor! Does this mean that Kevin and I will finally have a home of our own? it supposedly does - but nothing ever comes with a guarantee, does it? I'm really getting excited about this! I have never lived alone in a house with a…

10:57 am Well, I'm a divorced lady now! I got the paperwork yesterday. It actually feels no different! 12:23 am I feel on top of the world! Kevin and I just made love and it was really special. I guess that it really helps that I am not committing a sin anymore, I am a single ...

11:27 pm Well, the meeting with (Robbie) was really fucked up! Kevin and I were hanging on a thread, trying to keep him occupied and entertained. He was a playboy. Plain and simple. We were "strangers" (!!) and the rest of my "dear" family treated me like shit. Hostile fu...

8:47 am (canadian time) I wrote c.t., because it's atlantic time over across the border and they an hour ahead of us - it's 7:47 am back in Dexter. Whew! and I've been up for an hour and 1/2. Well, my first night camping. I-yi-yi. We set up camp last night on the top of a…

8:35 am Whew! It's been almost a month since I last wrote. Now Kevin and I are in our trailor, and I'm in school. we're still planning to get married in February. Yesterday Kevin went bought a bed, and his father had a frame and a headboard, so we now have a place to sleep. I'm laying&h...

2:52 pm It's been a great while since I have sat down and "spoke my mind". I've been keeping another journal, it's just a notebook and I've been writing VERY long passages. But I missed my little book - so, here I am! Things have been really good for Kevin and I for the almost...