I always knew the day would come. I’ve dreaded it but knew it would come one day. The day my son’s kidney’s would fail him and the Day my cancer would return. I could have never imagined it would have happened at the same time. But, here we are. Both facing surgery and treatments for two completely different life threatening diseases. My son is fully dependent on me. He is nonverbal, globally delayed, with intractable epilepsy. How will i navigate his treatment and mine? I have never felt so helpless and alone in my life.