#depression

There are a lot of stuff that we carry alone, whether it's intentional or unintentional, that we cannot directly share to people we know. And sometimes, these burden pile up and they overflow. We lose control of ourselves and become too overwhelmed with these emotions, secrets, and burden. We con...

I don't know how I became so lost, so troubled, so f*cked up. I'm 19 years old, and my life has been crumbling for so long but without the effort to put it back together again, I have fallen down into a rabbit hole. Depression, Anxiety, Panic disorder, eating disorder, self harm, commitment issue...

I wanna get better. I want to work on my mental health. my college classes just ended and I did really good on my finals. I am proud of myself. I realized the job that I am currently working is making me depressed because its bitch work so I decided to quit. I have to…

so if someone were to ask me how I am right now I would say that I am completely fine. and I do feel that way. I am actually ok. but I also know its because I don't allow myself to process things. I just burry them and never revisit the topic again. I have…

I had my first dose of Remeron last night. I slept until 1pm! So dozey couldn’t concentrate on anything, feel guilty I didn’t get any work done at all. I take klonopin and it’s like it just cancelled it out all together. I don’t think I’m going to take the Remeron again. I feel better…

I’ve been taking clonazepam for almost a year now. Doctor said my grieve  and ptsd has turned into depression.  I was on depression medication ten years ago and ended up on a form three with multiple suicide attempts. I’m scared to go back on them but my doctor says it will be ok and my…

I never knew what I wanted to be when I grew up. All I knew is that I wanted to be a Mom. I got pregnant. It was twins. I found out laying in the hospital bed for pains in my side. No one was allowed with me due to Covid. I was in shock.…

I woke up at 7:30 this morning, still in a fog from the 6 pack of IPAs I had last night. As I lay there, my mind raced through the same thoughts I have been drowning in for some time, along with some new ones: My ex-wife has married again. That brings me joy, but…

This entry contains descriptions of my specific mental health problems and the coping strategies of my day to day life, specifically my struggles with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Sometimes people find other people’s experiences with mental illness and OCD helpful to their own healing process, ...

I don't like being left alone because I know that I will do something, because I own a pocket knife, and I know where the kitchen knives are, every time I see one I have the VERY FUCKING INTENSE urge to slit my throat. :) Depression is fun isn't it? honestly a mental institution would…