#depression

My business has been on my mind a lot lately. As it should be, I guess? I have this friend who I didn't really know in high school, but she followed me on Facebook after graduating and was one of my biggest supporters as an author. Then I started a business, and out of nowhere…

Here I am, writing my second post! So far I like this place. People are so encouraging. Random people will just read your post and comment. And you can see anyone else's post. That's cool. Earlier I talked about how I was starting to feel overwhelmed by everything. Well, I made it through the day...

Hey! It's my first time here. I kind of already write my journals with the intention that other people read them, so this seemed kind of perfect for me. We'll see how I like it before my free trial is up. I have a lot to do. I'm a stay-at-home mom with two small children--11…

i've never confronted myself on how i feel. it's so easy to ignore your emotions, insecurities and acknowledge everything dark and depressing about you. i've never learned how to be open with anyone. i can't even be honest about my feelings to others. it's only times like this, at 3-4 am where i ...

This is my first entry. I just want to lay this off my chest. it's really hard you know, I have anxiety disorder and depression which makes everything around me really difficult to understand and accomplish. most of the time I just hate myself or hate the way I'm living  my life. but I dun…

I am not a religious person. I was born into a Catholic family and raised to be Catholic. At some point in my life. I stopped believing and just went on living.  I have my beef with God which I will talk about. My disagreement with God goes back decades. It is a long time…

I struggle to find the purpose of my life. At first, I thought it was to lead a good life and leave my mark on the world. I was told as a gifted child of all the potential I had and all of the great things that I could do if I only put my mind…

😭 I swear I tried really hard. But I let them take over. My damn demons found a way to drown me in my tears. NO therapist, or Medication, or positive pick up line from a doctor's office can help me now. I'm in too deep, up to my waist in depression. But hey, who…

I’m not sure why, but I find myself not being able to look directly outside through the window. It’s blue and grey, and quite gorgeous as the world wakes up. I’ve been awake since 5:12 a.m. myself. I’m reading a book I don’t remember the name of, but it inspires me to type out my…