#depression

I feel like I have lost all love or drive for anything in my life. If I ever do anything, it's because I have to. I can't figure out anything I'm truly interested in, and I have zero direction as to what to do with my life. I have completely lost my love for things…

I've been feeling depressed lately. Things that I wanted to happen, didn't go as planned. Tried my best but it wasn't enough. No matter how hard I try, no matter how many times I do it, I still don't succeed. I'm always sitting all day, scrolling in front my laptop, only to waste time. I…

I've just had a really, really bad three days. I've had no one to share my feelings with, my pain with. Im blessed to have great friends, parents that care about me etc. But it's beyond impossible for me to communicate with them my pain. They are good listeners, but when my depression hits like&h...

i’m using this site to rant about things i’m feeling at the time. i don’t want anyone to see my shit and “worry” or whatever. anyways yeah i have a problem. if someone doesn’t focus on me me me then they hate me. atleast that’s what my mind thinks. i love my girlfriend. ignore the…

fuck. i’m going to kill my self. i want to kill my self. no one likes me. everyone is just acting. pretending. fuck. i need to die. i want to die. please just let me fucking die. what the fuck am i gonna do. my girlfriend doesn’t like me. i just know it. it’s different.…

I'm grateful self care has been my priority the last five years- makes it easier to find peace during these tougher times. The world is in distress A maniac is on the loose I find comfort in not knowing what's going to happen. I don't have to be scared. I have no right to be…

Я не могу найти свою цель в жизни. Много лет я плыл по течению жизни, не думая о будущем и просто наслаждаясь сегодняшним днем. После столь долгого плавания по поверхности воды, как дерьмо, я осознал бессмысленность своего пути. Пытаюсь найти смысл своего существования и повернуть его в нужное ру...

Anger, Fear, Depression This is what I see in my reflection I look at life and disapprove I never win I always lose. I am not the rose I am the weed A slave to life Will I succeed In my life I try so hard dealt the hand but short a card. I am…

Everything hurts. Between a terrible UTI .. again .. and severe PTSD flash backs and constant triggers .. again .. it just feels like it never ends. I know that isn't true but it has just been such a long long year.. Time stretches on, and I'm tired. So tired. Something has to click soon.…

My eyes carry the weight of my world. How tired I truly am. Heavy and blue. As if I have never slept. My chest carrier my fears. Bound with barbed wire. Wrapped so tight I dare not breathe. My stomach carries my poison.Wretched and disgusting. Overflowing when I catch a glimpse of my monster in&h...