#depression

so.. one of the scariest things that happened to be, besides being homeless, was withdrawls from clonepam or clonazapam. when i moved from ri to florida i was sure i would be able to get my meds filled by the new doctor. but she wouldn't fill my clonepam because it's a controlled substance. which...

Thinking about asking my dad to try CBD because I don't like the feeling of having to NEED pills to live normally. He originally told me he'd rather me smoke marijuana instead, so I'm hoping that it'll go well. I've felt like such dogshit lately and have only taken my medication twice in the past...

Hello Thank you for taking the time to read this. I am not sure yet how long or short this will be. It is my first time writing something like this, I normally never share my feelings. I am a 35 year old IT Operations Manager for a large company. I am from South Africa.…

Ugh, I'm so depressed. When I feel this way, it feels like it's going to last forever, even if I am only feeling it for a few minutes. I'm off my anti-depressants. I've been bobbing around from one prescription to another, each having its own set of side problems, the latest being an issue with&h...

It’s four in the morning and I can’t sleep because I’m drafting my suicide notes in my head. I’m creating the playlist of songs I want to hear one last time. I’m thinking of where I’ll jump. I turn 20 in about a month and I can’t see myself making it. I don’t want to…

i forgot to mention R's way of flirting. R wanted a lot of attention from me and he would kind of get frustrated when i didn't give it too him. He would start digging his fingers into my sides and laugh. He also would push me to the ground and pin me down. My old…

My name is Katie and i am 18 years old. In January of 2020 i was sexually assaulted by one of my close friends. I was 16 when this happened and he was 15. I am going to call this guy "R". I have known R since kindergarten and he has always had this weird…

Well when I started this I always thought I would have more to say, something exciting that would capture an audience and make them want to keep coming back and reading about my life. Its currently 9:50pm on a Tuesday night and I'm watching Ghost Whisper. A current obsession of mine, while I lay ...

Well this is my first attempt at an online blog, I have always wanted to have a platform where I can just be me without any judgement. So I am really excited to have came across this site. My life is a mess, I feel lost most of the time and wonder why I even…

I feel like I have lost all love or drive for anything in my life. If I ever do anything, it's because I have to. I can't figure out anything I'm truly interested in, and I have zero direction as to what to do with my life. I have completely lost my love for things…