#depression

Good afternoon, loves. Firstly, I would just like to apologise for going MIA for a couple days, quite a lot has happened and I was taking some time to regain myself. The first day I didn't upload was because my laptop decided to break. It was working perfectly fine the night before, I finished on...

Stupid depression and paranoia are back, saying "Sam, you are utterly useless. You have no place in this world." I know that this is bullsh-t and that I shouldn't listen to it but certain people are being complete asses. I am sorry I am being a bit vague but I ... just want today to…

The quietness of madness, of sorrow, of otherness. How it spirits you away to a place of silent tears and roaring shame, terror of the future. Is it madness to fear what lies under my medication? To know what’s on the other side? To wonder from time to time? I just want to sob into…

I used to think your eyes were like flaming sunsets. Glistening like the comfort of a campfire. Like the flames, always full of misdirection. Or maybe it was just all in my imagination. Maybe it was your manipulation leading me on, like a predator leads its prey. I would've loved you still, if yo...

04/21/23 8:29 AM   You ever turn the brightness down on your laptop or phone because you're embarrassed about what you're about to write?   Anyway, this week has been exhausting for me, I'm not sure if i manifested certain things due to overthinking and fear or if im just having bad luck but...

Hey, I'm Laziiii. I ended up here because I have a lot of nothing to say. I'm not necessarily depressed right now but I do have depressive disorder. I think about everything and nothing at all. I'd like to think myself intelligent but I wouldn't say I'm well versed in much of anything nor would&h...

Hi, this feels a little weird but relaxing, i dont have any friends and haven't had any in quite some time, i think the trauma from being ghosted by pretty much every person in my life outside of my immediate family has really made me okay with being alone but a lot of nights it…

I always knew the day would come. I’ve dreaded it but knew it would come one day. The day my son’s kidney’s would fail him and the Day my cancer would return. I could have never imagined it would have happened at the same time. But, here we are. Both facing surgery and treatments for…

I can't tell you how angry I am some days. The last few days my anxiety has been through the roof and I couldn't put my finger on what was causing it - then it hit me. I have PTSD. For over two years, our life has been stuck between extremes of so many emotions…

I've been trying to make sense of the pain I feel. I pinch myself sometimes because this shit don't feel real. I'm numb from my head, down to my toes. My heart still beats inside but with a different tone.   Sometimes this all feels like I'm stuck here trapped inside my mind. Look into…