saturday night
i went to go see her…
it was a mistake…
all of the ugliness that resided in her has been splashed all over her outsides now…
i’ve seen dead before, she looks dead…
i spent the entire time looking at her…
i tried to find something of her in that shattered frame…
i really did try…
it may take up to a year for her to recover…
but for now she has to linger in whatever place she is in…
and i am unsure if i am the one to guide her back, even though her parents think i should be…
Why you? Maybe her parents should be the ones to guide her back?
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I know it took a lot to go see her.  I am sure it wasn’t easy at all.  Personally, I think you did the right thing.  Having said that, always do what is best for you.  As far as guiding her back, make sure to give that plenty of thought.  Remember, you aren’t obligated to be the one so there’s nothing to feel guilty about if you decide you can’t.  It’s going to take a lot out of whoever helps her.  It definitely won’t be easy.
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Wow! Try to remember this is Her journey too … she chose to get behind the wheel too drunk to drive, and as harsh as this sounds, why should you be the one to pay for her bad choice … sounds like you’re already paying a price.  Just an opinion ……..
p.s. I think it’s cool you went to visit her, even if it felt like a mistake …
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