so out of season

my mother dies 3 years ago today.
also in the news, it was the same time my wife told me she had cancer.

she also told me that her and her boyfriend were reaching a turning point in their relationship and i had to help her try and hold on to him even after she moved back in with me.

my wife drove drunk and crashed her car and i had to come save her from jail.

she moved in with a second boyfriend after she crashed her car, so she could drive his truck to work. didnt matter that i worked 3rd shift and lived .02 miles from work. i could have walked.

when my mother died, my wife got mad because she had to miss a party at her little bar.

but i’m okay with having that memory…