THUNDER & RAIN

Sitting here in my room looking at the pictures on the wall and the mess of clutter I have yet to go through. The tv is on with its roku screensaver going by. I have no idea what I want to watch.

I think I hear thunder but its far away.. It might be raining too.. there goes the thunder rolling aross the sky again. I guess a storm is coming. Must be why i have a heahache.  Bring on the rain God knows we need it.

I need motavtion and maybe a long hug. One that you feel even after they’ve let go. A vanilla coke slushy. A chat with a  close friend. The one that’s got you no matter what. Vise versa. To win the lottery just once. I’d share it. To talk to my mom again..

I gotta make those brownies for dad tomorrow. Where’s my brownies.. in the oven? I said no.. His bottom lip popped out so far tonight I thought id cry.. lol smh

If it wasnt dark and thundering I would go stand out in the middle of the rain just becaise I could. Just one of those moods.