These are merely the rantings and ravings of one man, a man who is normally introverted by nature, but yet, still bold enough to say and write things anonymously in this kind of online forum. I don't pull any punches and I make it a point to be real and upfront in every entry that I painstakingly write. While I'm not necessarily out to offend, belittle, or disrespect anyone or anything, I know that with the way that I write and communicate, there's always the potential for someone to get their feelings hurt. I may not spare your feelings, but in the end, you'll always know where I stand.

The Visionary has spoken. Thank you for stopping by. Get comfortable and please, by all means, enjoy the ride.

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Lack Of Electricity And Productivity

May 12, 2024
Mom died six years ago.  In saying that, Mother’s Day tends to have little, to no, value for me now.  Today would mark the fifth Mother’s Day that I’ve had to endure without her.  That might sound a bit dramatic and I don’t mean it to sound that way.  Even when she was alive, it…
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