1.5 Hold up…

I wrote another entry, but haven’t published it. In it, I went into the timeline of my life, all of the stupid shit that’s happened, all of the stupid shit I’ve done, everything leading to where I’m at now and why I am this fucking horrible.

In reading back what I wrote, I made a pretty serious, and rather alarming, realization that hadn’t really registered until then, and until I discuss this with the proper “professionals”, I don’t want to make that post public again.

Im thinking there may be a change of plans, and this may actually have to be the first thing I start working on.