good or bad?

Isnt love supposed to be something wonderful??? I always hoped it would be but now I’m about to lose my mind over it. I’m absolutely head over heels in love with someone. We have a great time together, we like a lot of the same things, we can’t keep our hands off of each other, and we just seem to fit each other, like we were made for it. He makes me feel great, he tells me I’m beautiful, he’s sincere, and the way I feel about him is so deep….I know I’ve never felt this way about someone before in my life. And when we’re together I really feel that he loves me too…the things he says, the way he touches me, just the way he looks at me…..but the problem is we’re apart right now….he had to leave the state for a couple of weeks for business and now I feel so alone and vulnerable. I dont doubt my feelings for him at all, but how do you know that someone won’t hurt you???? He hasn’t given me any reason to think anything…..but i can’t bear the thought of anything happening. This would literally break my heart. This is where  begin to think love isn’t all that wonderful anymore. I mean, yeah, when we’re together, or even when we talk I feel so great, like nothing else in the world matters but the two of us, but then at times like this the realization hits me that he could break my heart…that i haven’t been guarnteed anything from him, that I have no real way of knowing that he loves me the way I love him….and its that uncertainty that I have a really hard time overcoming. I’ve always been the one who chose to break up with people, and while I have been hurt many times, nothing would compare to this. I cant stop thinking about it….and i know this is ridiculous but i have no control anymore….and i know that this will only get worse because he doesn’t come home until next saturday…like 8 days from now….so i’m going to be sitting at home or school or whatever unable to think of anything else…just waiting to hear from him….I’m losing my mind doing this. All I can hope is that i’m just a stupid paranoid vulnerable little girl and that there’s nothing to worry about….god i hope so.