What’s The Point?
I’ve been feeling really bad physically. I was sick last Friday and I thought I had gotten better, but headaches and a persistent cough are lingering. Also a general feeling of weakness and fatigue. Part of me wonders if it’s because I was sick, or if it’s physical symptoms of my depression as I start to feel more and more hopeless that life is worth anything. I just always feel shitty.
Every day I hope something good will break up the monotony. Blah. A miracle. I don’t believe in miracles, but when you’re as low as I feel, you start to hope for the impossible. 36 years of misery on earth, with very little joy is enough to make anyone depressed.
I don’t feel like doing anything. I can’t concentrate on much. I have to push my body to keep going.
But what’s the point?
I understand this so well 🙁
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justifications, i want justifications to convince me continue this life
@lheng I know what you mean
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a purpose
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I could see one feeding the other in a symbiotic relationship.
The point of living is an interesting one – intellectual. I often ask myself that as an existentialist bordering on nihilism. I default to YOLO. We have a brain and a body and so we should experience things new and novel. I hope you’re able to find happiness soon.
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