…What I Want Out Of 2023…

And now for what I want to achieve and do next year.

I think it is time that I see either what else this world has to offer or what else is in this lovely Country. Last time I went on an international holiday was in 2011 when I went on Contiki to the USA. That was amazing! Met amazing people who I have never seen since, unless of course you count  chats and picture/status comments as actually seeing and relating to people. Anyway….where would I like to go???

I really really really want to have a child. Seeing as I cannot fall pregnant for at least a year after Bariatric Op, it is safe to say I won’t be falling pregnant within the next 11 months, but I could always adopt. I just want a baby of my own who will one day call me mom.

Something has to change with it. We fix it and put in the effort to make it better and grow or we move on. I can’t keep wasting my life in a marriage that is just not going anywhere, that is making me unhappy and that is not being what I imagined and want it to be.

So I know it is possible and so I have to just keep up at it. Loose Weight and get fit and look (even though my husband says I am, I need to see it and say it!) 

I still don’t have that dream or remotely close to house that I want. I want a house that has more bedrooms than the 1.5 that I have now. I want a house that has more bathrooms than 1 bathroom that I have now. I want a house with a swimming pool and garden. I want a house that I can call 

So far the only new resolution that I have is to travel. That is quite sad…

I need to make going to gym a regular activity. My husband now has his own car so I don’t have that excuse, of needing to take him to work early in the morning, as an excuse anymore. I have the time. I have the membership card. I need to go to gym at least 3 times a week. When I was younger I used to go every week day, and I loved it. So I need to get back to that.

I need to get a new job that pays well and that makes me feel good doing. I want to a job where I have to get up and look good for. I want a job that I feel worthy for and feel valuable at. I want a  job I can be proud of and that pays well.

Okay so I can read Hebrew very slowly and stutter and I need the vowels to be able to fully read the word properly. I want to be able to read it well and in a flowy manner and I want to be able to understand it well enough to be able to have a conversation in it.

So that is all the resolutions that I have for 2023. I think they are all possible and this time next year I can tap myself on the back for having achieved them all….at least I hope that is what happens.