Thoughts… UGH!!
Once again I’m sitting here thinking about what life was like 4 years ago, knowing I have to stop if I am ever going to survive. They only one I could talk to to fix it, is the one person who refuses to talk to me and essentially caused all of this.
I really can’t believe I have to live like this and will more than likely die like this. Alone. I know there are men and women out there that would prefer this lifestyle and I get it, but I don’t I don’t want to be a part time father, an ex-husband and an ex-friend.
I can’t believe anyone would prefer to be alone.  I would be like you and not be okay with it.  I wish so bad you could find someone, even just a good friend.  Even if it’s just someone you could talk to on the phone.
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