Stupid depression and paranoia are back, saying “Sam, you are utterly useless. You have no place in this world.” I know that this is bullsh-t and that I shouldn’t listen to it but certain people are being complete asses. I am sorry I am being a bit vague but I … just want today to end. Tomorrow will be much better. It better be anyways. Heh. I will make it better if not. I have the power to. I don’t need let this sh-t get me down.
Anyways, this weekend is with J (ugh) and while she is nice to some, not to me. 🙁 She is rather abrupt with me. Thankfully I get paid this Thursday. I can show you all of the nice foliage. 🙂
I need to get to bed soon. I need some one British’s take on this: a diaper is called a nappy or nappie, am I right??