#anxiety

I don't know how I became so lost, so troubled, so f*cked up. I'm 19 years old, and my life has been crumbling for so long but without the effort to put it back together again, I have fallen down into a rabbit hole. Depression, Anxiety, Panic disorder, eating disorder, self harm, commitment issue...

I honestly felt fine the day after I got the first covid vaccine... I did yoga the day after (45 minutes as a matter of fact), yeah my arm was a little sore but I powered through it...I had a mild fever a couple days after but I felt fine... so I figured when it…

Finally got a car so thats new and well deserved. But i have bigger problems lol. I started talking to this guy, im always starting talking to a guy smh. Anyways, i went on one date since the whole other dude i was talking about in previous posts. Kind of the same thing happened. I…

I never knew what I wanted to be when I grew up. All I knew is that I wanted to be a Mom. I got pregnant. It was twins. I found out laying in the hospital bed for pains in my side. No one was allowed with me due to Covid. I was in shock.…

First of all, I'm so excited that I joined this lovely community. I know that here are people from different reasons and that all of us have their personal motives and approach for sharing things. For me, the reason to open myself to all of the interested individuals who would like to be my frien...

i had a different and light topic for today but after writing the post - Truths and Empowerment - here yesterday, i feel i should talk more about the topics discussed in that: Emotional Abuse and Family Scapegoat Syndrome. Disclaimer: This post is a brief account of both the topics and is based o...

Do you know emotional abuse is the most common abuse? Contrary to the popular belief which says sexual abuse is the most common abuse, in reality, it is emotional abuse that tops the list. One of the reasons why emotional abuse stays undetected/unidentified is because it happens on such minor lev...

Did he really think i would make him choose? Why can't he be in all our lives? Why is he turning it yo something i refuse to budge on and why tf am i even crying over it, anymore? My AE said enough this morning and he hasn't said a word, since. So, maybe he's…

My business has been on my mind a lot lately. As it should be, I guess? I have this friend who I didn't really know in high school, but she followed me on Facebook after graduating and was one of my biggest supporters as an author. Then I started a business, and out of nowhere…