#anxiety

Stupid depression and paranoia are back, saying "Sam, you are utterly useless. You have no place in this world." I know that this is bullsh-t and that I shouldn't listen to it but certain people are being complete asses. I am sorry I am being a bit vague but I ... just want today to…

04/21/23 8:29 AM   You ever turn the brightness down on your laptop or phone because you're embarrassed about what you're about to write?   Anyway, this week has been exhausting for me, I'm not sure if i manifested certain things due to overthinking and fear or if im just having bad luck but...

Hey, I'm Laziiii. I ended up here because I have a lot of nothing to say. I'm not necessarily depressed right now but I do have depressive disorder. I think about everything and nothing at all. I'd like to think myself intelligent but I wouldn't say I'm well versed in much of anything nor would&h...

04/17/23 10:22 AM   I stayed up late as i always do , did a little dancing in the dark used my rose toy, hit my vape and fell asleep around 2:00 AM. This has become a normal routine for me which has me questioning how much sleep our bodies truly need to actually function,…

Hi, this feels a little weird but relaxing, i dont have any friends and haven't had any in quite some time, i think the trauma from being ghosted by pretty much every person in my life outside of my immediate family has really made me okay with being alone but a lot of nights it…

Hi, I am starting this journal as an attempt to get my overly emotional ass some space to vent in a healthy way and hopefully get some insight from others online. Let me start off by describing myself. I am 34 years old. I have blonde hair, blue eyes, 5'4 and weigh 135 lbs. I…

I can't tell you how angry I am some days. The last few days my anxiety has been through the roof and I couldn't put my finger on what was causing it - then it hit me. I have PTSD. For over two years, our life has been stuck between extremes of so many emotions…

Has anyone ever had a long distance relationship? My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years. I know this circle is for marriage but its the closest thing I could find to a circle about relationships and I am desperate to be apart of a community of people that can share any advice…

It's 2 am and we just watched Shrek(2). Our cat knocked over an entire glass of water. You cleaned it up, I watched. I watched the whole movie watching you. Soaking up the moments. Trying to press record in my brain for when you're gone. I know I have big day tomorrow and I should…

2/17 Friday Why does everything feel so heavy? It's not even that deep. He's going away to make money, but he'll come back for me... Right? And when he's gone, I'll finally have my "Emily in Paris" moment that I've wanted for so long. Right? I could move, I could record music, I could grow.…