I’m not dead yet

…but I don’t feel happy.

So much going on; too much. Works days last week – today was the first day of school. Hectic as all living hell.

This past weekend was my cousin’s wedding. It was beautiful and I want to write about it because it really was amazing.

SHE went….SHE should not have…..

I need to find time to write but as always with school I get home late, I hit the ground running again this year even with all the careful, meticulous, OCD-like prep. I have so much work to do before I go to sleep and I have to get up early and get there early to review materials because I am scrambling without the books being ordered. I might have a saving grace in that I think the class is smaller than I really think and I MIGHT just BARELY have enough books….

I will double check tomorrow. I don’t know yet. I might just have to do the song-and-dance routine for only a day before I am back on track where I want to be. Where I should be to get everything done.

Arg – 10:00 pm. Have a few hours of work I need to do – have to figure out how to cut it down quickly.

Need to sleep or I might have a break down. I love my family and had a great time with them this weekend, but because of HER and the drama caused by her, I got no rest whatsoever and I feel like death.

Wahoooooo – just like old times.