I was reminded …

yesterday that Jason will move into the position of Service Manager in the spring.  It’s not like I want the position, or that I have a thing about someone younger than me being my supervisor.  I just don’t work for assholes, plain and simple.  It’s hard enough right now being his ‘co-worker’, which I guess we’re not Really co-workers if he’s being preened to move into the office.  Am I jealous maybe?  Ugghhh!!!!  I had my fill of being owner/Manager when Dennis and I had our business … been there done that … don’t want it again.  And really though, how much will things change? He does everything now anyway, while I sit and twiddle my thumbs waiting for the phone to ring or a customer to walk in.  I almost hate to say this, but my weaknesses are glaring next to him.  I don’t know vehicles like he does.  Sure I know a shitload more than I did five years ago, but but but …. and I could spend the time to learn more, but I don’t want to … my job is Not my life … it’s a paycheque.  I am good at customer service … actually, I am Awesome at customer service, but I feel “less than” next to him, and in my job overall, so maybe it’s not just Jason, maybe it’s the job …. sigh or maybe it’s me.