We all have something to say, these are my words.
I've always loved to write, its been a passion since I was a child. Hence my reasoning for starting this diary in the first place. I'm not one for just opening up to those I don't know more less those I do know, I'm not a talker in that sense. My feelings and thoughts bloom more in my writing than any other aspects of my life.
It's been a crazy ride
I'd like to say I'm a mut when it comes to emotions because well I'm a mix of them. I do not necessarily believe in things being black and white, I think there's a lot of gray area that people just avoid talking about. To many straight lines so to speak.
I like to think of my self as a mixture of a lot things thrown in a bowl and nothing was measured. A little crazy with maybe some anger issues, but with a lot of love for things. I'm slightly broken and lost some pieces along the way. I have a story it just takes time to hear it.
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And then I woke up
May 30, 2025
Sitting on the bed next to him, I was facing him, listening to everything he was telling me that was going on with him and his family. Him and His girlfriend had taken a break or broken up for a little while because he was confused about feelings he had. There was tension between us,…Continue Reading... -
Oh you special soul
April 6, 2025
I have some pretty amazing friends, and I can honestly say that the few people I'm close to are pretty special. I have a friend I have known since I was like 7 or 8. When we were younger he hung out more with my older sister because they were the same age and I…Continue Reading... -
Unfortunately I created this mess
March 7, 2025
Recently I've felt like I've done more talking to my self than anyone actually listening to me. Sometimes I feel like I could be screaming at the top of my lungs and not one person would even acknowledge me unless they needed something. There was a time where something like that would just hurt ...Continue Reading... -
Who are you?
February 20, 2025
Have you ever been asked about your self and weren't able to answer? I had a conversation with my sister tonight that had me thinking. I had called her this evening because when I had talked to earlier in the day she was very upset with somethings that were said to her. So I called…Continue Reading... -
Sexually explicit
February 17, 2025
I need to feel something beneath the surface, my darker side wants out to play. I need lip biting and clawing down his side. Grabbing and just taking with no remorse. I need to feel the heat of his breath against my neck and down my body. I want to feel the sensation between my…Continue Reading... -
Conversations
February 15, 2025
In past couple day's I've had a lot of conversations about things at one point I would never have talked about. There was a time I was unable to because I didn't know how to put those things into words. I wasn't sure how to express the emotions that came with them in a healthy…Continue Reading... -
Just one of those nights for randomness
February 15, 2025
Today I was thinking about things from a past tense, moments that I've shared with people and the little things I kept close to me all these years later. Those simple things that people would put no thought into me having. Birthday cards with simple notes inside, a movie ticket from a first date,...Continue Reading... -
Something a little darker
February 13, 2025
I remember being quiet and never saying a word. I remember being in dark place and things seeming like they were never going to get any better. I remember being a kid and being told I was just doing things for attention. I remember being slapped in the face and told I wasn't anything. I…Continue Reading... -
Four years without four
February 10, 2025
Today at one point in my life was just another day. I didn't put any thought into the day, I lived my life on this day without a care in the world never realizing how much in my life I took for granted. I never put any thought into that day that I was going…Continue Reading...
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