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• Game Review Starfield

  December 11, 2023

  I only played one Bethesda game before Starfield, Skyrim. It became my top 5 best games I have ever played as an average gamer. In Skyrim from one city to another, you will always find something intriguing, a cave in front of which a woman fighting a bunch of thugs. A giant doom-shape structure w...

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• I Wish I Could Stop

  November 18, 2023

  I hate myself for thinking about him although yes, I'm better now. I have been watching Susan Winters on YouTube every time I start to dwell in the memories. I'm not sure if I should treat it as a breakup or not since it was just a friendship if it was ever an actual one.…

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• Human connections

  November 14, 2023

  I think I do long for human connections. I’m alone but I don’t feel the need to have someone in my life. But I do wish there was someone I could text to ask about their days, share my thoughts, good or bad things that happened to my life without thinking if they would be…

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• On feeling sad sometimes

  November 10, 2023

  I’m not a sad person but sometimes I feel sad, I’m not sure what I feel sad for, maybe for not having someone I could care, I want to care for some reason. It’s like my wish to care for someone has no where to go. I feel… sad… for the good time? Hmm… I…

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• Another diary entry

  November 4, 2023

  This entry should have been published yesterday but I know why I didn’t. It was therapeutic to write diary here on this website. I think being able to express makes me feel better. Well, I fucking hate that I’m still angry and resentful today. I can process emotions by myself, which is a great si...

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• Still thinking about that person.

  November 2, 2023

  I was fine, I didn't care, until I found out he still followed me on XBOX a week ago. I was angry and disgusted. He was the one who ended our friendship. Why the fuck did he still follow me? Because he felt guilt? No, he wouldn't even try to work things out with me.…

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