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• No one reads this shit anymore….

  September 22, 2012

  Conundrums follow me.... I think I am in love, but I could be wrong... And if I am not wrong then It is wrong.  It is all so wrong, because I want more.  I want to fuck someone else, even though I am in love with a completely different person.  What does that make me?…

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• Crow Girls

  September 16, 2012

  August 21st 2:45 am- Sitting and listening to you play was the sweetest of gifts.  Watching your fingers move over the frets and strings in a seemingly choreographed dance, sometimes soft and caressing, sometimes nearly frantic.  Who will I watch now with such longing and desire?  ...

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• Music, I Love You….

  September 16, 2012

  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-fIwx0CSGg http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dYQ_lse44gQ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5YXVMCHG-Nk http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TqhOVY58zIo http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__obh4w6tD8 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZduDvIBu3EU     These are links to You Tu...

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• Today…no wait yesterday..oh how I am still awake

  September 12, 2010

  Today is my mother birthday. Happy birthday mother. Well I do not have cancer, but I am sterile. I am cool with that. I went ahead and had it finallized to prevent complications. I do have mass endometreosis as well which explains a lot. This is all meaning less though at this point. Many people&...

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• death to the wee ones

  April 10, 2010

  I have lost my crappy factory job, my ferret has died, and I may have cervical cancer. Feel sorry for me! Please! Any way now that I got that out of my system. I am currently walking down a side walk and it is beautifully sunny with a breeze that smells tantilizingly like charcoal and…

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• the voluntary human extinction movement

  March 23, 2010

  I wrote something beautiful and moving and wonderful. But most of all kathartic here yesterday, but when I saved it, it all disapeared in a default time out. This pains me greatly for these writings were not ones that can be recalled. I have lost a small piece of beauty in my life that was…

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• A new kitten

  August 13, 2009

   today i got a kitten  a small and innocent kitten

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• tattooing

  August 13, 2009

   It has been a long time since I sat at a computer to write upon these pages.  Right at this moment i sit inside the best tattoo shop in the midwest.  Tatu Royale.  I am not getting tattoooed here though instead i sit behind the counter on detention due to a hand injury. &nbsp...

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• Zombies

  September 25, 2007

    Oh and who are you that comes to read this? I find that school is taking up so much of my time. I am a senior in college now and I am struggling (not much) with finishing a triple major. I am still trying to decide whether it would be profitable to make it…

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