#aspiringoptimist

Risk has not historically been a friend of mine. I chose a career where stability was prioritised over reward and I regret it. It's been a saddle weighing on exploring possibility and becomes heavier with each missed opportunity. Today is the day that I decided to change this route. I refuse to s...

Filled with the desire to emit negative energy from my pores, I'm taking a moment to acknowledge that even though I could be doing more, I have made progress that seemed difficult when looking at it from the beginning. Some facets of this work and journey have become more manageable without me re...

Procrastination: Right now my entire existence seems defined by this and I can't remember what lay beyond. It should at least be my username, maybe I'll change it next time I remember. Was there a time when I wasn't avoiding? How have I ever done anything in the past? Why isn't that working for m...

Have you ever looked at yourself and wondered how you let yourself get so far from what you want in life?    Ever feel paralyzed even when there are practical steps you could be taking?    Why is that?    The more it occurs, the less I value my own integrity and the unshakeable bel...

I want the man whose eyes darken with desire he sees me. The man who gravitates towards me like a drug. I want the embrace of my home in a person, the one person in the world who’s truly on my team.    I want the unwavering faith in me that doesn’t see my track…