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Dear Diary, It's been a pretty quiet month for me for the most part.  I'm off the road for a while after being in a car accident about 3 weeks ago when I hit a car whilst turning from Creek Road onto Lytton Road on my way to the Stepping Stone Clubhouse. I was sharing…

Hello all, These last two weeks have been hectic, hence why I haven't posted here. I'm slowly starting to feel more optimistic about doing my music and model photography again, but there is one major thing that is standing in the way of things: my physical health. I saw my doctor this afternoon r...

Dear Diary, I can’t believe half of 2025 is gone already! For the next 6 months, I am going to be making some radical changes to my lifestyle. 9 - 12 glasses of water a day Walking for 1 hour each day Exercising at the gym for 1 hour every second day Practicing my music…

FACEBOOK POST It doesn't hurt me that you lied to me. It hurts me that you forced me to find out the truth on my own. That you looked me in the eyes while hiding what you knew would destroy me. That you have made me doubt my intuition, my feelings, my ability to trust…

FACEBOOK POST Therapy has been kicking my ass lately - and maybe you’re thinking “damn she’s IN therapy” because I’m a mess. But I realized today, while I’m a mess, I’ve come a really long way… Progress in therapy isn’t shown, it isn’t talked about enough. I still feel like therapy is stigmatized...

Not much went on today. I didn't even go outside until late, and it was only for a few hours. I spent most of the day watching inspirational videos and doing casual and not-so-casual prayers. I need to do the latter more often. I was just thinking about a strange look I got this evening.…

The story of Job was the main focal point today. It hit differently this time because I saw things in Job that I hadn't seen before. Of course, I saw how wrong and cruel the three "friends" and the wife were. They were not comforting or supportive at all once they started talking, just accusatory...

This past week (and really the past few months) has been full of lessons, and the biggest ones have been about grace. I was shown instances where I had erred and had been given grace. I was also shown several opportunities to give it. Some errors pertained to observances (one word: leaven) I norm...

It's about the third day since the porch hole ordeal, and my body has responded as anticipated. I woke up with all the discomfort almost completely gone. I said it would take about three days, and I was correct. Maybe I spoke the speedy recovery into existence, or maybe I just knew the process be...

I am cracking up right now because I just ate a GREAT VALUE Alfredo Spinach Pizza and was beside myself about how EFFING GREAT it was. I am NOT kidding! I checked the nearby store for the Marketside Stuffed Crust Pizza, but I don't think they carry it there because it's never present. I then…