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May 23, 2025 (TWO DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY TWO!!!) Quaker Day. Franklin High’s wild, loud, chaotic, perfect version of a celebration—and Emmett is here. He didn’t skip. He could’ve. I really thought he would. But he’s here, in the third row under the seniors' flag, in a white shirt, with that haircu...

(If anyone read my last public entry here called "Prom Thoughts"? It originally ended with: "Emmett, I didn’t fall in love with you because I wanted to. I didn’t need you. I think it’s because you made all the loud sounds in my head quiet. You made me feel seen. I was used to barely…

I love writing. Personally, writing is something that makes me a sane person in this insane world of chaos. When I need to clear my mind, when my life is moving from bad to good, and when my feelings are getting the best of me, I turn to writing. Yup, that's me...I never realized the…

Well this is my first attempt at an online blog, I have always wanted to have a platform where I can just be me without any judgement. So I am really excited to have came across this site. My life is a mess, I feel lost most of the time and wonder why I even…

I can’t smoke any more cigarettes because my chest hurts and now i don’t know what to do. I need to use the bathroom and i can’t get up because it’s too cold outside of my bed.  I guess this is what they call a rock in a hard place.  Or something like that.  I…